i am no longer searching for anyone.  i am most fortunate to have become the slave of my new Owner, Ms shotangenamels.  i am Her's to do with as She pleases and i have willingly and happily accepted Her offer to make me Her slave and am proud to proclaim it all

I understand that there are financial Dommes and I respect their desire to be paid for service.  There was a time I thought that it was only the professional Dommes who were paid for their services, but obviously, times have changed.  What I don't understand, however, why it is that so many of the profiles of those who define themselves as financial Dommes find it necessary to refer to those who may be looking to give away their money as pigs and useless beings (or words to that effect).   Calling oneself a submissive does not mean that one is either a pig or useless.  Maybe being older and being from a different generation makes me feel this way but I can't see why anyone, regardless of their age, would want to start off any relationship this way.

I have not wanted to say anything about this before, but the more I see it, the more I feel it is something that need be said. Why oh why, do so many of the Dommes seem to think that simply becauise one is a sub or slave that they are worthless losers, filthy pigs or words i tgat effect.  I know that I feel that submission is not a weakness nor something that makes me any less than those whom i wish to serve.  i am sure there are males submissives, whether real or otherwise., who get turned on by that sort of abuse and if so, good luck to them.  i, however, will never accept it and nor would i lower myself to that same level 

more thoughts about age and collarme.  i have sent messages, always very polite and respectful to several of the Dommes in the area, and with but one or two exceptions, there has not been a response to them.  not 'i am not interested', 'you are old enough to be my father', 'kiss my ass':  just nothing.   a number of these messages were just to show how impressed i was with the Domme and what She had written and i felt the need to express that to them.  maybe people have changed since i was young (chronologically), and i needed to add that word because to me age is a number with some numbers being bigger than others, but how old i am is in my head and for that reason, although i hope that the number gets much bigger, i will never be old.  hopefully those to whom i refer will learn that someday

'Tis a shame that because one is both older and a male, the assumption is made that he is not able to be as good a sub or slave as one who is younger.  Obviously, the younger the sub, the more virile he will be, but I truly doubt that he has the willingness nor the maturity to understand the true meaning of submissiveness as opposed to an older man who has been this way all his life.  I realize that this is just a generalization, but having spoken to many younger subs, I honestly believe that this is true in the majority of cases