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Having a craving of being creampied by a bbc while a sub is licking my ass |
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So I just posted a new breast development photo and I can say I'm turning out better then I could have hoped. Only way I think things would have been better is to never have gone through male puberty. |
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So I am sad most of the sights that I used to get laid is closing down or removing the hook up part of the sights down. I am now having to work harder to get laid, I guess I am going to have to take the time and put work into it like the old days before people used the net to hook up. |
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Wow I am going to have to post new pics of me soon my body has changed alot in the last three months. |
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Well I am not done with the writing but I am happy with the way it is going. I am almost done with the first chapter. Lets see how things go. |
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Yes I chose to go threw with the typing up a new story. I feel it is something that should get good reviews. |
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Well I am not going to lie I have had better days then today. The big difference to it being a bad day or not is that I have still noticed a difference in my chest since even yesterday. I am happy to state that I am thinking of trying my hand at writing a book again, I don't know if I will have it published or try to anyways I am more interested in the writing part of it most of all. If the book does get wrote then I will post the link to my page to find my profile and books from the sight that I end up using. If anyone reads my books I would love it if they give me their input and thoughts on how the book came out to be. If any of you read my books I hope you all end up loving them. |
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I have noticed my breasts and body is still developing more then I expected from the beginning. I am heading more to anything I could have hoped for. I hope things keep going to get the better of what I thought and develop to the point where I would not feel wanting when it comes to my development. |
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Oh my god I just realized earlier that almost none of my bras fit me anymore I have gotten that much bigger in a short time. I am going to have to brake down and buy new ones soon. |
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Yay I got a new computer yesterday and I am so happy about it. I can now do the things I have been missing out for that last three years. |
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So the other day my mom slipped up and called me Joann for the first time I enjoyed it but didn't push the issue. She is dealing with my transition better then the past but I also haven't gone all that feminine around her yet mostly do to lack of a wardrobe. she knows and doesn't protest about it though. I wonder how she would handle it if I got a boyfriend or something like that. |
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So the last few days I have noticed exactly how much my chest has changed. Not only is my breasts looking like really small breasts but they have started to get softer now. I noticed for the first time them having a jingle in my every day life. Plus me looking in the mirror the other day I noticed how defined they are starting to get from the rest of my chest. I have been dealing with emotions including a small amount of depression after my gull bladder removal. Now I have a good feeling about the change my body is showing. |
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My endocrinologist said my body loves estrogen and I sure as hell can tell. |
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Well had my gull bladder removed this past week still feeling the pain a bit. |
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Ok today I got into the shower and noticed exactly how much bigger my breasts are already at. I cant wait to see how big the get I have at least doubled in size in the short time I have been on hormones full time. I am soo happy |
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Yay I am now excepted by my whole family as trans. I have told them they don't have to change what they call me to make things easier and because I am not ashamed of who and what I am. I am not affraid to let people know that I am trans and that I don't care what they think about it. |
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Well Here's to another year of life. I am now 29 as of today. I am Not with anyone and not at all happy about it. I would love to have someone that will worship me and make me happy about life with them. I need that in my life and I know I will not be able to find the things I want but may find what I am missing and needing in life this year at least. I am hopping to have a good happy controling year this year. |
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Have been back on hormones for a week and noticed some improvement already in my body. |
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Omg I am so happy I got my estrogen prescribed today again. Had to stop for a while because of doctor changes and moving but back on the right track. |
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Well someone pointed out a big flaw in the way I did my profile I without meaning to made it sound like I didn't think trans people are the gender that they are claiming and that made it look bad seeing how I am trans myself. I thank you for pointing it out. |
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God I hate having ptsd. I would rather not have it and have to work form my money then have the anxiety and nightmares that I get from it. On the plus side I had my dream as Joann not just some random woman and not as my old self for the last one I had. |
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Well I'm having a bad week. First my car broke down then I had a very close friend tell me they want nothing to do with me anymore. They didn't even have the courage to tell me why. Now here I am fighting my mood and not knowing what happened with my car or friend. |
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Ok I will not put names. You know who you are. I was just called a troll I would like to point out I have not trolled anyone and I usually try not to message the same person twice. If it isn't going to work or the person don't message me back I usually try not to message them again. I know that there are more trolling people out there and some of them have messaged me and I know that there is people out there just for money. I only ask for money on my page for online domming only. I have to pay for internet and all so why should I dom online for free. I don't require people to pay me to be my slaves I just need the control over the use of the money when I own them. In other words if they want to spend it I have to approve of the way it is used. |
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Ok if you want to surve me online or text based then you will be expected to give a monthly tribute to me. I have to pay for my transition and internet one way or another. |
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If you are here just to act out fantasy after fantasy in a online setting and then analyze me for it. GO FUCK OFF! I'm not here to just act. I'm here for a way of life that some of us are wanting. |
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If you are not willing to give me total ownership and control over your life and think you are better then that its not what I am looking for my page says what I want its not about sex for me its life for me. I need to know that you are willing to do any and all things I want if you are going to surve me. |
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I have a few people that I am talking to and hope that it goes well. One is a couple and the other is a male that I hope will relent and except his wrole he talks like he may and then backs away. He would be a good adition to my life if I can get him to surender to my web and let me own him finaly. |
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wow some people say I have a wonderful voice and others say my voice is not fem or seductive enough. Well if you are going to be that way I have this to say to you. I am working of finding the voice I like and once I do it don't matter what you have to say. I am me and not you if I like my voice I don't care what you have to say about it. I know alot of genetic girls that have more manly voice then I had all my life. |
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So had a nice day at the pool today. Lets see if the day keeps going good. |
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So casting my lines out further trying to see what bites. Is there the right slave/slaves out there for me? |
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