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~First Punishment~

Kneeling before Me, she trembled nervously. This being her first punishment for an actual disobedience, not just a training infraction. The disobedient behavior in question being not calling, or texting Me to check in after work when running over an hour late to come home. Because she stayed late for a co-workers birthday party. Causing Me to worry, and fear the worst had happened. As I am very protective, and cherish a slave as My most prized possession. I was truly angry, because I did care about her, and My heart sank at the thought of something having happened to her. Being the winter, with troublesome weather, and road conditions etc. I had been a nervous wreck. I was very upset at her disobedience, and lack of consideration for My worries, and accepting the fact that she really did mean as much to Me as she had said I always meant to her. Which ironically most slaves never truly understand how much a Master really loves their slave. Trust Me when I say it is more than We love Ourselves. Although she knew now, and fully understood.

It was a Friday night. W/we had already eaten, she had done her chores etc. It was about 9pm, and she was kneeling before Me waiting. I knew she was consumed with regret, and guilt, and had already learned her lesson, in full. But punishment of course was needed. Not only to drive home the point, but also as a form of absolving her, and allowing the matter to be closed. Most slaves actually like punishments for this reason. Because they feel a sort of absolution from their transgression. My slave knew she deserved a severe punishment, and that I was a self professed sadist. In fact, she even commented, "gee Master, if you do what you do for fun, you're punishment won't kill me, will it?" "Never", I replied flatly, "I care way to much for you to ever jeopardize your wellbeing, and you know that." I stood before her, emotion clouding My judgment. Ethically, I will never inflict any pain to a slave while angry/upset. So I reached over to the wall, grabbed a cane, and swung it hard through the air a few times to hear the sharp swish as it cut the air. I wanted to show her how serious her disobedience was, but did not want to strike in anger. So I said to her "I told you I would never strike you when I'm angry, and slave, you really fucking pissed Me off tonight. I thought you may have been dead in an accident! Even schools had closed earlier 'cause of the road conditions. And did you call, or text? No. Why? Because you stayed late for a birthday party! And DIDN'T CALL!!! FUCK! UGH! God damn it! Oh slave. If you only knew... I shed a tear at the thought of losing you. I fucking love you, and I hope you know that."

I reached back with the cane, about to swing, and dropped it to the ground. It bounced off of the carpet, and landed next to her knee. I looked down at her, and said, "I will not hit you, I'm to upset. So your punishment is no punishment. Go into the bedroom, lay in bed, and go to sleep. Use the bathroom first if you need to, and brush your teeth. No diary writing tonight either. I won't be in for a little while, I have some work to do. Go NOW slave." "I turned to walk away as she turned, and crawled away pouting." "i love You my Master, goodnight", she said as she crawled away towards the bathroom. I remained silence, knowing she knew how much I loved her.

I sat in My chair, and began sketching the ideas for My next art project, unable to concentrate, or focus. I watched her crawl out of the living room, and rise to her feet, as she is to do when leaving the room I am in, or kneeling, and crawling when she enters a room. I tried to focus on My task again, as I heard her finish in the bathroom, and watched as she walked out, and into the bedroom, casting a teary eyed gaze at Me on the way.

I sat silently, and listened as she got into bed, and began sobbing. My heart wrenched. I knew the lesson had been learned. I turned off the light beside My chair, stood up, and walked into the bedroom. I looked down at her as she laid silently in bed, looking up with Me with teary eyes, and pouty lips. I took off My clothes, got into bed, and laid next to her soft naked trembling body. W/we looked into each others eyes, and I pulled her close to Me, hugging her tightly. "i'm so sorry Master, i love You so much much!" I replied as I held her tight against My body, in a firm embrace, "I love you little one, and I never wanna lose you!!!" A tear welled up in My eye, as I hugged her even tighter, pulling her as close to Me as I could. W/we fell asleep together, embracing, as Master, and slave.

(The above referenced slave has since been released.)