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i have recently begun to emerge from my vanilla country club wife cocoon and slowly started to slip further into the kink lifestyle. After a mentor of mine urged me to visit a local adult store to purchase a few items, i found myself in some compromising situations. In the past few weeks i have greatly expanded my wardrobe, skillset, experiences, and toy selection. It has been a trying but revealing process and although i frequently hit speed bumps of hesitation and fear of the unknown, there is some stronger force that continues to propel me forward.

i am looking forward to what the future holds for me as i travel down this rabbit hole and continue to learn more about myself and what the lifestyle and kink community has to offer.


Should You be interested...my hard limits are as follows children below the age of consent, scat, rimming, ass to mouth, drugs, forced intoxication, bodily harm, scarification, blood, extreme pain, illegal acts resulting in arrest or jail. i am not naive enough to think that i am fully cognoscente of all this world has to offer, but i do try to keep an open mind and a try anything once mindset beyond those aforementioned activities.

xoxoxo

Well...i left my office around 5:30pm that Thursday and took the elevator down stairs.  There is a small bar on the first floor of our building so i stopped in there and ordered a shot of Belvedere before heading out.  The store is about 12 minutes from my office.  My mind and body were full of anxiety as i proceeded to the store reassuring myself along the way that it was no big deal and totally harmless.  i arrived at the store and 5:45 and pulled into the parking lot.  Immediately i felt my stomach tense up in knots and i really began having second thoughts on the whole thing.  i looked around and noticed i was the only car in the parking lot so i felt fairly confident that i would be the only patron at the store at this hour.  i thought about skipping removing my thong; however, at the last moment before stepping out of the car i decided that i had to either go big or go home...so i did it, i just took the damn thing off.  As i walked towards the door i was nervous, scared, aroused, anxious...all at the same time.  i tried to breathe deeply and calm myself down.  When i finally made it the door, i almost turned back one last time, before finally deciding to at least go inside. 

 

Once inside i was incredibly relieved to find that i was the only patron and the only employee in sight was a young lady in her mid-twenties back behind the counter.  She said hello as i walked in and initially left me alone.  i began to walk up and down a few aisles aimlessly and i guess it was written all over my face that i had never been in such a store before because the young lady approached me after a few moments and introduced herself as Kimberly and then looked me dead in the eye and said, "first time?"  i cracked a half smile and nodded and she was quick to smile and welcome me, telling me to relax, and that women like myself came in all the time, that there was nothing to be ashamed of.  She asked me if i was looking for anything in particular and i shared with her that i was in fact there looking for an "egg."  She took me by the hand and walked me two aisles over to where all the toys where, i think the look on my face probably scared her at first and then she handed me the small package, i was semi-relieved to know that it wasn't as intimidating or as phallic as some of the other devices on the wall...very petite, non-discrete, and girly.  She asked if that was all i was looking for and i replied yes and she walked me back up to the counter.  As she rang me up, she asked me if i needed any batteries and at first i said no, but she asked again.  i remembered my instructions and said yes the second time.  She cut open the package and took out the device and placed the batteries inside before handing it to me.  Again, i think the look on my face showed my naivete.  She asked if i had ever used one and i said no.  she told me it was very simple, just to be sure to squat down when inserting it as it would be easier to get in.  She said i should probably give it a try in case i needed to purchase some lube too. 

 

i really didn't want to, but after giving a quick glance around the store and still realizing we were the only two individuals there i decided why not, besides, that is what i was supposed to do anyways...i knelt down and inserted the device inside me.  As i stood back up, i nearly jumped out of my shoes when the device went off for a split second.  i looked up and Kimberly was half smiling/half laughing with the remote in her hand..."looks like you got it" she said.  As she handed me the remote showing me the controls.  i put the remote down on the counter and started to dig my wallet out of my purse and handed her my c-card while she rang me up.  As my receipt was printing out a man emerged from the back of the store...i began to panic.  i quickly took my receipt and briskly walked to the door.  i was just about to cross the threshold when i nearly stumbled to my knees as the device went off inside me...omg...what was happening...panic swept through my body...the remote...it wasn't in my purse...or the bag...i looked over my shoulder to see Kimberly giggling slightly as she said, "forgetting something jennifer?"  my heart sank, i didn't know if i should just run or turn back for the remote as the man was now at the counter with her.  i decided to suck it up and walk back.  As i approached the counter, the man approached me and introduced himself as Dave and asked if i liked his store.  i nodded and reached for the remote from Kimberly, but she gave it to Dave instead.  i freaked, what was going.  Dave smiled and asked if i had been shown around the whole store.  i shook my head "no" and immediately panicked wondering what the hell i was saying.  He took me by the hand and walked me over to the shoe section. 

 

He told me to have a seat, that i really should try on some "play" shoes while i was there as they would be much more "fun" than my work pumps.  He knelt down in front of me and undid the ankle straps to my Jimmy Choo pumps and placed them neatly to the side while he measured my foot.  i was trying to play along hoping i could get out of the store quickly.  i was praying he couldn't sense my bodies response to the egg pulses from earlier.  He dipped into the back and came back with a pink and black box that said "Pleaser" on the side.  He pulled out a pair of what i considered at the time to be horrid black plasticy stripper heels.  Once again he knelt down and placed my feet in the shoes before fastening the ankle straps around my ankles.  He definitely caught a glimpse of me while he was doing so as he commented, "I see you are enjoying your new toy!"  After placing the heels on my feet he helped me up commenting how i probably didn't have much experience walking in such high heels and to go slow and give it a try.  i stumbled around the shoe section like bambi trying to walk...Kimberly was smirking off in the corner.  Dave commented how good the looked on me and told me i should get them as well.  He carried my work pumps to the counter in the box and bagged them up.  He rang me up and handed me the remote, kissing me on the hand.  i turned to walk back over to the shoe section to change out of them and back into my work shoes, but just as i did two men came into the store...i freaked.  i quickly turned and briskly walked towards the door stumbling a few times...the men were staring at this point, i had to get out of there, i knew they were looking at me like some kind of cheap whore.  i walked across the parking lot and hopped in my car.  i began to sob a little bit and then regained my composure. 

 

i knew that for the first time in 18 years a man other than my husband had seen me exposed.  i drove home activating the egg at each stop light and sign and nearly had two orgasms along the way.  When i arrived home i panicked again, my husband was already home from work and here i was thongless, wearing stripper heels as i pulled into the garage.  i quickly walked and sat on the trunk of my car and changed out of the heels and tossed them in the trunk.  i ran inside and upstairs immediately without greeting him.  Once in my bedroom, i stripped and hopped in the shower determined to get the "cooties" of the adult store off of me.  as i showered i played with myself in conjunction with the egg and ultimately had the most mind blowing, earth shattering orgasm of my life right there in the shower...i got of out of shower and immediately passed out in my bed of emotional and orgasmic exhaustion...and that was my first trip to the adult store.