JIMMY333

My  latest  attempt  in  living  my  life with  a special  woman  under a TPE  ended  after  about a half year   with  her  telling  me  that  she was no longer  interested  in this way of  life,  that it  was  taking  far to  much  of her  time   & and  energys to  micro manage  my  life  in the  manner  she  desired?

I guess  she  decided  like  almost all  women  she  desired  having a new  vanilla   relationship  with    a real  Alpha  man, to raise a family  etc etc

So  I was quiety dismissed from  her  life & left  stranded in the  middle of  the  ocean with

no  placse to  go  for  some  time.   My  Weakness  is  that I  still come  back to  try & try   again with a  woman  that  wouldn't possibly  bore  of  me or  living  her  entire  life  in  this  manner    Jimmy

 I'm  really  haveing difficulty in understanding why I'm getting so many  messages back from women that are only   looking for a  total  sub slave husband?

Dont they realize that such an excuse for a man would have to be  highly questioned by any  woman as to his stabiulity or self esteem to allow himself to be so  taken by any woman unless he be allowed a period of time to findout weather  he could give his total trust in such a woman and she was in total command of her own personel life?

 Made an appointment to meet a poitential mistress at a fine Beverly Hills  Hotel for dinner and later on music, and needless to say she was a no show  , telling me that her cell phone brokedown and was unable to contact me?   LADIES !!! What should I have done about this?  I guess if I were atotal sub I would have swallowed  what little pride  I had remaining  and try once again to meet her under her terms?

Sept 27th  2011

Purchased Airline  transportation for  a Mistress   from Chicago that  saw my bio and contacted me  wishing  very much to meet me in person?  Guess what?  She tried to  transfer tickets over to her account and never  came to me?

 This is the third time that this was done to me by differant dominant women? I guess  i keep being taken in this manner is because they  tell me that they are no ways as the others that have taken advantage of me and if I could'nt start off with my total trust towards her, that i could never be the slave that they are seriously searching for ?

Sept 18th  2011

I was fortunate enough to receive two responses for my  TyPE  relationship with a dom woman   who wanted total and complete controls over sub  male  leading to possible slave husband liftime  relationships?  I tresured the chance to find such women but re-locating to there part of the country was taking to much of a chance and also being certain that they had there own  personel life under controls so I could offer myself into her keeping ?     James