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Think its time to clarify what I am really looking for.
Well its simple I think: A woman who I can take care of and who in turn will take care of me for what I am.
A woman who will take control always and who will hurt me only physically and still in her own way love me in spite of my faults.
A woman who I will obey, cherish and love forever. |
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Well still alive - listening to some old Gram Parsons / Emmy Lou Harris music. Suicidal, well maybe or maybe just shaping my mood.
Mood shapers - will probably be made illegal sometime soon.
Had some chats - responded to some really nice people - still alone ish but a bit more ok with myself.
Browsing the on-line people - but maybe "my" people are off-line people at the moment. ;-)
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This is more difficult than I thought but today someone pointed out something in my profile that was true in the past BUT probably gave the wrong impression to maybe the people I am trying to impress for the future. So I changed it. I will tell anyone that asks what it was ;-) |
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Had a bad day - too much work and no play. Need to chill out but its late and I cant sleep. Looking to share my inner thoughts but I am tired of talking to myself. Thats no challenge. I am looking for someone to listen and help. I will get out next week and try to make something happen. |
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Just replied to a mail sent by a really thoughfull person. Starting to feel good about this site. I should be able to open up slowly and start to express my feelings. |
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Tonight I saw that someone had met a great person on Collarme and that gives me hope. So far I have had one person trying to get money off me and a couple of nice letters (thank you). |
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Well been at it for a while now - waiting that is but no luck. I suspect its going to take a while but I am in it for the long haul. I need someone to take control of me while I take care of them. I am a guy who will dedicate himself fully to a single person worship them forever until they lie and cheat. Is there someone out there? |
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Day 1 - One nice contact from someone who wanted to chat and get to know me and see if things could work for both - so great. |
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