jetrinah

"To be completely woman you need a Master, and in him a compass for your life.

 You need a Man you can look up to and respect."

                                                                         Marlene Dietrich 1904-1992

Loving you is what I desire most in life. Kissing and holding you is the cement that is a stronghold for us.  I long for you to take me! I am not impatient, but know that day will take me to the place where I have longed to be. It will fulfill my dreams and at that point I will be forever yours. I live to be your happily ever after no matter what may come our way.

I am a submissive woman ~Author Unknown

i find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being submissive to my Master in a loving relationship. i am not weak or stupid. i am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what i want out of my life. i do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength. i will look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never will i be more complete than when He is with me. i know that He will protect my body, my mind, and my soul with His strength and wisdom. He is everything to me, as i am everything to Him. His touch awakens me and His thoughts free me. Only in serving Him do i find complete freedom and joy… His punishments may be harsh, but i accept them thankfully, knowing that He has my best interests always foremost in His mind. If He desires my body for pleasure, i shall joyfully give it to Him and take pleasure myself from knowing that i have brought Him happiness. However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of O/our relationship. The love, the trust and sharing, the words spoken and felt, those are all parts of this relationship. My body is His, and if He says i am beautiful, then i am. No matter what i look like to others, i am beautiful in His eyes, and because of that i hold my head high. If He says i am His precious jewel, then i am that…a beautiful, sparkling gem. If He says that i am His pet, His slut, His whore, then i am that.. as wanton and dirty as He wants me to be. My mind is His, to expand, to explore, to know only as He can. i have no secrets from Him… for secrets are a thing that would keep me from being more perfectly His. Secrets would put a wall up between my Master and myself… and i do not want walls. His lessons are not always ones i would seek on my own, but they are lessons He has decided that i need, and so i learn from Him. My soul is His, as bare to His touch as ever my skin could be when i kneel naked at His feet. Never a moment goes by when i do not feel His presence, be He miles away or standing over me. If i were to ever displease Him, His displeasure would be a blow to my soul, worse punishment than any lashes could be. The anguish of my soul that i feel when i disappoint Him is harder to bear than any physical anguish i feel. i am grateful that he cares enough about me to spend His time and energy so freely on me. i have the easier job, to feel, to experience, to let myself go and abandon everything to Him. i am His pleasure and His responsibility, and He takes both seriously . i am a submissive woman. i am proud to call myself that, my submission is a gift that i do not give lightly, and can only be given to the One who can appreciate that gift and return it tenfold. Only to my Master who has that strength, will i give myself fully, because i am strong and proud. i am a submissive woman

Today you will see a change! May be minor it may be major but a change nonetheless.  I have come to the realization that my love for you supersedes everything else.  I need you in my life, to guide me through the narrow alleys and the super highways. My purpose is to serve you Master in all ways. I will quicken my step and give you all you deserve, because I am yours! I firmly intend to serve all of your needs. To keep you healthy and happy. To comfort you and to shower you with my devotion and love. I will follow your lead, and walk where you instruct. In front, beside, behind but I know never alone. I intended to fill your mornings with sunshine, your days with laughter your evenings with kindness and your nights with warmth. Your have my promise I will serve MY MARINE as proudly as you wear the Marine faith.  Today may just begin forever. I love you! SEMPER FI

3/3/14
I learned a lot about me yesterday.

I NO LONGER have a VANILLA appetite.

I am a LUCKY sub.

My Master ALLOWS me to make mistakes.

He TEACHES me about me. He UNDERSTANDS who I am. He GUIDES me down the correct path.

He INSISTS that I do things that are difficult and uncomfortable in order for me to GROW.

He is GENTLE and KIND,  but STERN and DIRECT.

He gives me his STRENGTH through his GUIDANCE. When I am afraid I can pull from this strength whether I am with him or alone. I always feel his TOUCH on my back.

He LOVES and ACCEPTS me UNCONDITIONALLY, and he RESPECTS me.

His commands are PRECISE. His DEMANDS are to be met.

He DEMANDS OBEDIENCE even if it impacts HIS OWN desires. I am that IMPORTANT to him and I am that difficulties he must do these things!

He ENFORCES his rules.

I NOW UNDERSTAND the importance of OBEDIENCE. 

I WILL SERVE HIM OBEDIENTLY; as he DESERVES  WITH RESPECT,  DIGNITY, COOPERATIVELY, LOVINGLY,  OPENLY, HONESTLY, and TOTALLY.

I AM READY G!

I LOVE YOU