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the pic is taken by my best friend Earth (yes, that is his real name). I MISS YOU!!!!!!! xoxoxoxo
I have had this profile for a while, and not a lot of luck has come from it, but I am willing to keep it up and keep looking.
Over the past 5 years I have learned a lot about myself. I have learned that I am more Switch then I am Submissive. Took me a long time to figure it out and to realize that sometimes I like being in control of certain situations. I have learned less important things about myself, like I do not like to drink a lot and I can finish a book in a day if it is really good.
I like to go out with my friends, do different things every week. Like bowling, pool, dancing, wall climbing, fairs, and anything agriculturally related I love to do. Oh, and I love concerts. I love going but haven't been to a show in a few years, I keep finding out about the shows either after they have happened or the day before lol. Just my luck I suppose.
I am a really big fan of books and music. As I stated above, I like to go to concerts. My Favorite bands include AFI, Breaking Benjamin, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Kesha, Marilyn Manson, H.I.M. , Killswitch Engage, Paramore, Newsoys...and many others. I have only seen 2 or 3 of the bands listed above, but I plan on seeing them all eventually. Reading is a passion I have had since I was in the 5th grade when I found the Animorphs. Since then, I have been reading almost everything I could get my hands on. If the book is really good, and I have the time, I could finish the book in a day. And if you dont plan on spending at least an hour in a book store with me, then you are better off not going. And forget about Chambline's. I could spend all day in there.
I went to college for an Agriculture and Teaching Major. Loved it to death, want to go back eventually and learn more. I love anything Agriculturally related.
As for the man I am looking for, I do not want anyone from out of the country. Out of the country, then out of the question. I am not looking to relocate, so dont bother asking. I like florida, I plan on staying for a while. I do not want to see a guy that is older then 35. I would like someone who has a geeky side to him, because I have one too. I would like someone with a funny bone. I am not asking for a large one, but I like someone who knows how to laugh. I am also looking for someone that does not need to hang all over me 24/7. I dont like that and it will annoy the shit out of me faster than anything else.
Please, when contacting me, read the profile first. And if you plan on mailing me, send me a message with more then just a half a sentence. anything less then 2 lines will not get a reply.
You might think that sounds more then a little bitchy, but a girl has got to have her standards. Not just anyone will do, or I would have found the right guy for me.
So, hit me up sometime if you would like to chat.
<3 Jess
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I gotta say, I love boys. Not men, but boys. How when they are mad at you for being mad at them, they get all snippy. I think it's rather funny.
I helped this boy out a few months back and he screwed me over, big time. And today, for the first time in a few months, I wanted to see if he was ok and how he was doing. I am not one to hold grudges. I can get past things. But, I guess I was a little harsh when he used me then screwed me other. Guess I was bitchy or something else that much have seemed rude and mean to him. Guess he also thought he was going to hurt my lil feelings too while he was at it.
Too bad for him that I dont care enough about the lies that come out of his mouth to actually let them hurt me.
Just funny when people tell me to not act the way I feel. 'Don't act like you're the kind of person that doesn't care either way' Well, actually, I dont care either way. If you want to talk to me, great. If not, thats great too.
Some boys need to learn to become men and accept responsibility for their actions, and accept forgiveness where it is given. Because no matter why people tell you, the military does not make men, it often makes wanna be men.
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you know, I have been on this site about 5 years now, and I am so tired of everything. I cant find people that I am really interested in, everyone seems so fake. I have only ever met one guy out there from this site, and he wasnt much of a Dom. I have met one Switch too, and he couldn't handle me.
There are men out there that claim to be what they are not. They have no idea what they are doing. That is dangerous. Why would anyone say that they can do something that they can not when it comes to someone else and their well being?
/sigh. Just frustrated lately I guess and that makes me a little more then a little bitchy.
I do not have a great job, not even by a long shot is it anything that I have ever planned for myself. Working at a mexican bar was the farthest thing from my mind. And the money is anything but great. I hate most of the girls that I work with and I have to work really hard to make ends meet. And there are people like my room mate. She is married to a guy that she hates, dating my ex boyfriend (dont even get me started on that bullshit), and works at a bikini bar. But when she doesnt feel like working, all she does is call her husband and gets him to send her out money, then she doesnt have to go into work. And all of this really bothers me. And now, her husband is coming home on leave and is going to be staying at this house, which she didnt bother telling anyone about until today, 5 days before he is supposed to get here. And her current boyfriend is supposed to be cool with this. that her and him are going to be sharing a bed and having sex, just so he wont divorce her and in a few words...divorce her from her money source.
I work my ass off to get what I have and all she needs to do is talk to her husband for 5 minutes and get him to send her money for her to blow again. Sounds fair to me, and I cant wait till all this blows up in her face. cuz it will happen sooner or later. I dont care if that sounds mean, I am tired of her shit and everything that is going on and her using her husband. Pisses me off to no end.
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I am considering going for more submissive training under a female. First I need to find a female of course that is willing to train me and that I like. Harder the nit sounds tho. I tend to be very picky.
But the whole thing makes me just want ot back out lol. I havent had training in a long time, at least not formal training. I am submissive by nature, it wasnt something I just woke up one day and decided it was for me. I have always been like this. If my BF needs something, he doesnt even have to ask and Ill 9/10 times ask him if he wants w/e it is and go and get it for him. so thats not the problem. The problem is... im just nervous lol. |
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It seems the stupidity of teenagers and the ignorance of a nation have
taken more lives over the years since i entered high school. Of course,
Im sure it was there before, but it really got my attention when it was
people I knew that were dieing, people in my school that were friends
of friends. No one seems to pay attention to it until its them i guess,
but it had my full attention after Amer and Chuck died from my school
and a friend from Church Nicknamed Peach died from a horrible car
accident that was no ones fault, it really was an act of God in my
opinion. And I can Only imagin how it still haunts Tommy that he was
the driver when it happened...
But when i got to my Serior year
in HS I started to fear something else...something that could possibly
be more devistating to me then loosing a friend to a horrible car
accident or drugs or even cancer... some of my friends were going to
enlist. When I was a Jr. I was thinking of joining the Air Force, and I
did it all except swear in the second time. a friend of mine lost
someone close to them in the war, someone I knew, and I saw and could
feel the pain and loss that he was going thru. Plus, I saw my aunt all
but loose it when it was time for one of my cousins leave her again to
go back to base before they were deployed once more. I changed my
mind...I didnt want to make my family worry about me like that. I know
that it was only the Air Force, as some of you might think. But it
didnt matter. In my family it doesnt matter what branch you choose, the
millitary is still the millitary. And just b/c you dont hear about the
losses in the AF does not mean that they do not exist...
But
here we are, a country fighting a war that I can see no end to any time
soon...people are loosing family members, young and old, mothers are
loosing daughters, fathers are loosing sons. more and more each day. We
hear about the men and woman who have died each day, and somehow we
have decided that these losses are exceptable in some way, that this is
the price that we pay for trying to do whats 'right' , we have somehow
justified the emence loss of human life. Our frends and family come
home in flag covered coffins, givin a millitary funeral, buried in
Washington DC if so desired...and in the end we get a flag and maybe a
metal depending on how they died...and this is supposed to make us feel
better in some weird way. How, exactly, are we winning? If winning is
giving these people something they dont want, millions of american
deaths, a democracy that may not last once we leave... then I dont want
it, cuz really, what have we won then? what would we have done there
that was so signifficant if all we keep doing is loosing loved ones and
what we are pushing for might not even come?
How can we loose so much and still win?
I
feel empty inside. Like walking around in a haze for the last day, i
cant even remember yesterday really. im tired of loosing my friends.
All my friends mean more to me then i could ever express in words both
new and old. But my friends from home hold a special place in my heart,
its not that they mean more to me, but i grew up with these people,
they saw me thru some rough times in my life that people that know me
now will never understand cuz words do not to justice to some of the
hell i endured while i was in school. or even some of the things I went
thru after we got out of HS. Im tired of feeling helpless, like im just
waiting for an email, a call to tell me there is yet another I will
never have a chance to say good bye to, someone else that I wont be
able to visit home and see again. Just one more hole in the heart, one
more loss to deal with.
This might sound weird, but i still
think of Benny and the last time I saw him on my mothers poarch near
the end of October of 2007. How my brother, Benny, and I were all
sitting outside having a smoke, laughing, listening ot him complain a
little...or all the times it was just him, my brother, and I sat down
in my brothers room and got high together. He was such a great kid,
even if he was a few years younger then myself. I watched him grow
up...i pretty much got to see his whole life...all 16 short years of
it. And when I look back at it all...its a very bitter sweet taste. It
makes me smile and brings tears to my eyes. Im not over that loss yet,
and its been almost 2 years come december 1st. and I will forever kick
myslef that i missed his funeral. that i didnt even know about it until
the 7th and that i had missed the funeral by 2 days. And that I wasnt
there for my brother when he needed me most. sure he had his other
friends to lean on for support...but im his sister, if anyone should
have been there for him, it should have been me. Benny, what ever
happened to you that you were left in that circumstance, you didnt
deserve it. Your life was too short, you never got to expirence life
really. I miss you something horrid.
All this makes me question
and cry to a God im not sure is even there anymore. Any christain will
tell me that this is only a test of faith, well fuck that. I dont ant
ot be tested with the lives of others that i care about. Test me with
jail time, with loosing my job, going to a family reunion for all I
care. But stop testing my breaking point with the lives of the people i
love. no one should have to die in there 20's. What time were they
givin to live? what time were they givin to fall in love?
Im tired of drinking Freedom from a bottel to the tune of Belong....
I
swear to whatever God is out there that if one more of my friends die
Im going ot loose it. Yesterday I held myself together pretty well
until i went to bed where i cried myself to sleep. and it seems today i
may not be able to controll myself as well as I had yesterday, tears
have been streaming down my face since i woke up and do not show signs
of stopping anytime soon. Its not only this recent friend, but its for
all of them that have left me over the years. and tears for my other
friends who have lost people that I did not know. I know you mourn even
when the others have moved on. Like me, some of you never forget and
still cry angry tears for those you miss.
'We come home with flags on coffins saying 'We won." - Fall Out Boy
I couldnt have said it better myself.
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new pics bitches....check em out. im sure people will ♥ them lol.
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omg, im in love with Repo The Genetic Opera! it is one of the best movies i have seen in a while and since i love music and blood and gore, this movie has it all and is perfect for me. wish they could make a sequal...but they cant lol. ill just have to settle for the soundtrack and learn all the words lol...i know almost all of them as it is, and i only saw the movie once!
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ok, i need help. some douchbag named Gofetchthebelt is harassing me, saying im not a women and im underage. says he is going to report my profile. i want ot report him for harassing me about it. cuz lord knows, as well as many others here, that i am indeed a women and i am 22. he has some balls to say that the pics i have on my pofile are of an underage girl, i was 18 motherfucker! so what if i idnt look it, i dont think i look 22 either but it doesnt change the fact that i am. here is our convo:
(03:45:03 PM) kinkyguyo69: hmm so r u here?
(03:45:21 PM) jessiedeppth: yes, and u r?
(03:45:28 PM) kinkyguyo69: from cm
(03:45:35 PM) jessiedeppth: hello
(03:45:36 PM) kinkyguyo69: so u have no web cam
(03:45:41 PM) jessiedeppth: nope
(03:46:22 PM) kinkyguyo69: ok so this is the other option i pose... r u willing to take pic i request and send it here..so i know that pics match up?
(03:47:15 PM) kinkyguyo69: Hmmmm silence... interesting reposnse
(03:48:10 PM) jessiedeppth: i told you i have a myspace. look you really are the only guy that has givin me trouble on this. you cant even see my myspace unless i give you the info t o add me. and i wasnt paying attention
(03:48:29 PM) jessiedeppth: i do other things while im online, not just talk on my messengers
(03:49:01 PM) jessiedeppth: plus, i dont have a reg digital cam. i use my friends wen i want new pics
(03:49:11 PM) kinkyguyo69: right..so that means u have a lot of pics... and made mysapce and a cm profile.... i have been i nthe life 15 yrs.. been on here for several yrs..
(03:49:18 PM) kinkyguyo69: i have seen many many many fakes
(03:49:40 PM) kinkyguyo69: soooooooooooooooo i think my request is very easy u said u have cam to take pics
(03:49:51 PM) kinkyguyo69: i merely asked for a pic request
(03:49:55 PM) jessiedeppth: well, im not one of them. and if you dont like what i have to offer, then im sorry. nothing i can do if you wont bend
(03:50:10 PM) kinkyguyo69: .and i gave u 2nd option
(03:50:16 PM) kinkyguyo69: merely take a pic iask
(03:50:17 PM) jessiedeppth: no, i said i dont have a diital cam, that i use a friends
(03:50:31 PM) kinkyguyo69: u write my cm name on u some where...
(03:50:40 PM) kinkyguyo69: paper can be photo shopped
(03:50:48 PM) jessiedeppth: paper?
(03:51:07 PM) kinkyguyo69: see the irony is this.... web cams are like 15 bucks..... and pretty much its 2009 high tech world
(03:51:19 PM) kinkyguyo69: and when somebody says they dont have web cam throws up red flag
(03:51:27 PM) jessiedeppth: i dont use photoshop either. im a very basic girl, alright. i have a laptop and and nothing more computer stuff then that
(03:51:31 PM) kinkyguyo69: kindfa like somebody saying i dont have a cell phone
(03:51:43 PM) kinkyguyo69: kinda throws up some flags
(03:51:56 PM) kinkyguyo69: soooo my request is this..............
(03:52:02 PM) kinkyguyo69: u take a pic i request
(03:52:03 PM) jessiedeppth: lol, well, i dont have that either, just a home phone. sorry im so behind the times
(03:52:05 PM) kinkyguyo69: and send it
(03:52:24 PM) kinkyguyo69: but see thats the genius of it.... u play the simple girl the dom says umm ok
(03:52:38 PM) kinkyguyo69: and its scam city... since i joined i weed out the fakes
(03:52:46 PM) kinkyguyo69: not very hard to prove a fake on here
(03:53:23 PM) kinkyguyo69: so the request is this.................. u take a pic write my CM name on your body some where and send it
(03:54:30 PM) kinkyguyo69: simple yes or no
(03:54:40 PM) jessiedeppth: there is no genius, i have talked to many men. they get to know me here, then we talk on the phone. quite simple. im not going to go out of my way to please 'man' i just met either. YOU contacted ME. not the other way around. and if ur 2 bit mind would scroll up, you would see that, for the 3rd time now, i have said I DONT HAVE A DIGITAL CAMARA AND I BORROW MY FRIENDS
(03:55:36 PM) kinkyguyo69: lolol ok dude.... clearly we have 1 of 2 things going on here.... 1 .ur a guy............ 2. ur underage... b/c the girl in the pics looks 16 tops....
(03:55:44 PM) jessiedeppth: jeeze. just go away, i doubt you are worth my fucking time anyway. everyone i know KNOWS im a chick. i dont need to prove dick to you.
(03:56:03 PM) kinkyguyo69: and there is the typical fake scam answer
(03:56:14 PM) kinkyguyo69: twist ut get pissy and tell me every body knows ur female
(03:56:15 PM) kinkyguyo69: lol
(03:56:19 PM) kinkyguyo69: im shocked at your answer
(03:56:20 PM) kinkyguyo69: lol
(03:56:28 PM) jessiedeppth: you are so worried about girls being fakes, then stop contacting them.
(03:56:48 PM) kinkyguyo69: no dude it the fact that there are fakes and underage chicks on here
(03:56:51 PM) kinkyguyo69: tonso f them
(03:57:06 PM) kinkyguyo69: i have prob busted and got 40 os so profiles closed this yr by reporting them
(03:57:17 PM) jessiedeppth: really, cuz i can get a friend from here, who has talked ot me to tell youdifferent if you like
(03:57:29 PM) kinkyguyo69: and your pics look underage
(03:57:42 PM) kinkyguyo69: and i wold know that freind how?? lol
(03:57:44 PM) jessiedeppth: and you can report me all you like, im not a dude, and ill just make another one.
(03:57:48 PM) kinkyguyo69: ::rolling eyes::
(03:59:04 PM) jessiedeppth: ....you are a jerk, you know that? i was 18 when i took those photos. altho i guess it is a compliment that i look younger ^_^
(03:59:14 PM) kinkyguyo69: ok dude..so ur either guy or underage... ill save the hassle and report u as either or both and let them weed it out...lol
(03:59:25 PM) kinkyguyo69: i gave u a 2nd option and u acted liek a douche
(03:59:37 PM) kinkyguyo69: so.. i take this like seriously clearly its a joke to u
(03:59:44 PM) kinkyguyo69: so yes ill be a jerk all day
(03:59:49 PM) jessiedeppth: fuck you...i was going to send you a new pic less then a month old. and ill report you for harrassing me
(03:59:50 PM) kinkyguyo69: to weed and flush out the fakes
(04:00:01 PM) kinkyguyo69: and i know the pic is u
(04:00:05 PM) kinkyguyo69: and new how?
(04:00:07 PM) kinkyguyo69: that is why
(04:00:09 PM) kinkyguyo69: i asked for
(04:00:13 PM) kinkyguyo69: pic i requested
(04:00:19 PM) kinkyguyo69: NOT old one
(04:00:21 PM) kinkyguyo69: again ironic
(04:00:36 PM) jessiedeppth: just b/c someone doesnot have a cam or a dgital camara, does not mean they are fakes
(04:00:57 PM) kinkyguyo69: and i gave u option
(04:00:57 PM) jessiedeppth: just means i like a life that i get less then 15k a year and i live on my fucking own
(04:01:02 PM) kinkyguyo69: of a requested pic u refused
(04:01:40 PM) jessiedeppth: i did not refuse, its not possibl! i DONT HAVE A DIGITAL CAMARA. how many times i got to say to say it before it sinks in?
(04:02:04 PM) kinkyguyo69: lol of coruse u dont dude
(04:02:17 PM) kinkyguyo69: b/c ur either a guy or underage and rents would find it
(04:02:23 PM) kinkyguyo69: i have encountered both
(04:02:28 PM) kinkyguyo69: that is fine
(04:02:31 PM) jessiedeppth: stop calling me fucking dude.
(04:02:38 PM) kinkyguyo69: again its very common to hear lame excuses
(04:02:54 PM) kinkyguyo69: for ex dude i had another fake one 10 min ago
(04:03:15 PM) kinkyguyo69: said she/he was stuck at her grand mas house in the woods
(04:03:21 PM) kinkyguyo69: no power
(04:03:32 PM) kinkyguyo69: no heat nothing just candle light and wood stove
(04:03:35 PM) kinkyguyo69: so i said hmmmm
(04:03:44 PM) kinkyguyo69: can iask u querstion then.. he/she said ok
(04:03:55 PM) kinkyguyo69: if u have no power how r u on the internet
(04:04:07 PM) kinkyguyo69: Hmm ironically she/he neevr answered me back
(04:04:09 PM) kinkyguyo69: lolol
(04:04:21 PM) jessiedeppth: you..are..a pinhead. jus to et you know, im going to report you too, for harassing me about my gender. you think you are 'weeding' me out, fine. but i hope to get you kicked like you hope to get me.
(04:04:54 PM) kinkyguyo69: ::sipping coffee::: you do that dude
(04:05:21 PM) kinkyguyo69: actually im reporting uabout age and gender
(04:05:25 PM) kinkyguyo69: get facts right
(04:05:26 PM) jessiedeppth: stop...calling...me...dude
(04:05:33 PM) kinkyguyo69: i think ur either a guy posing as girl
(04:05:35 PM) kinkyguyo69: OR
(04:05:42 PM) jessiedeppth: and im neither
(04:05:45 PM) jessiedeppth: sorry
(04:05:49 PM) kinkyguyo69: a girl who is underage b/c those pics dont even look close to 22
(04:06:00 PM) kinkyguyo69: so get fact right when i am saying u r
(04:06:12 PM) jessiedeppth: ong, am i suppose to look OLD for a 22 year old?
(04:06:35 PM) jessiedeppth: the pic i sent u is less then 2 months old
(04:06:50 PM) kinkyguyo69: well i bet uyr stroing your cock now aruging so im gonna let u go find another topic to jerk off to..lol
(04:06:58 PM) jessiedeppth: the ones on my profile have been there for 4 years, no fucking shit they dont look like im 22
(04:08:02 PM) kinkyguyo69: exactly u proved my point.... the pics in your profile appear to be underage
(04:08:08 PM) kinkyguyo69: thank u for seeing my point
(04:08:37 PM) jessiedeppth: no, i was 18, if you count back, so i STILL wasnt underage when i posted hem.
(04:09:28 PM) kinkyguyo69: lol last statement b/c ur prob really strking your cock really hard now as we chat.............. the pics posted of the girl in your profile looks like she is 16 tops..
(04:09:36 PM) kinkyguyo69: u have a great day dude
(04:09:55 PM) jessiedeppth: but, w/e. this is old. ill just make a new profile if this one gets booted. not like i really care. most men here are douch bags here anywhys. like you. dont even know why i stayed his long
(04:10:48 PM) jessiedeppth: and i dont care what i look to be in those pics. i know the truth. later. go back to ur b/f now, sure he would like to stuff you.
(04:11:21 PM) kinkyguyo69: ill be looking foward to your new profile
(04:11:24 PM) kinkyguyo69: cya dude
(04:11:38 PM) jessiedeppth: and i wont be looking forward to yours.
(04:12:31 PM) kinkyguyo69: lol suggestion if ur man enuff dude make a tranieprofile if u like guys
(04:12:34 PM) kinkyguyo69: or if ur female
(04:12:48 PM) kinkyguyo69: come back when ur all grown up
(04:12:55 PM) kinkyguyo69: for now go backto playing with your barbies
(04:12:57 PM) kinkyguyo69: lol
i need help to get rid of pricks like this. someone tell me how to get him to back the fuck off and stop his harassing.
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feeling a little bit colorful today ^_^
A few nights ago i was feeling rather down, andfor some reason i went and read a message i have saved on my Myspace thatwas rather hurtful when I first got it back in 2007. Why would i read such a message you may ask? well its really quite simple, i wanted to remind myslef that there could never be anything more hurtful then a love lost, right?
I read it a few times...but then a funny thing happend. I was still hurt by it, but i also found it funny as well. See, the reason why that message was so hurtful was b/c he was saying everything about the relationship we had was nothing more then a lie. that he never met any of it. But, like most people when they breakup, you end up hating the person that you loved for whatever reason. i knew that then but it didnt make it better.
So why is it funny now? because im happy in my life, although not always happy with my choices. and I can say that he is miserable, and it makes me smile..maybe even giggle from time to time. He left me, lied to his new gf (who was a friend of mine in HS) about what our relationship was and was not, then, a few months later, knocked her up! Karma? i think so lol. or at least thats what i like to think lol. i just find the irony in it...amusing.
Its not me being sour, i still care about him, even tho we are long over. And i hope Izzy is doing well and she is as healthy as an almost 1 year old can be. and i hope him and his gf can work out their problems so their little girl has a family and not a broken home. But i also hope that if it doesnt work out, he gets slamed with child support that he cant offord, that he misses a payment here and there, gets put in jail for non-payment, and becomes someone bitch for the duration of his stay...
But as i said, not sour...not at all. >.> |
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you know what i hate? men on here that think its ok to send messages to subs calling them dumb and immature for their prefrences. Like i somehow offend you because you happen to be 40,50,60 and sometimes older and im not interested. Just because i prefer my Master's young does not mean i dont know anything about the life style, it means I prefer men closer to my own age. Get a grip, get over it, and dont contact me if you dont like it just b/c i would never consider you no matter how much expirence you claim to have.
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been a long time, but i am here to say, that the Dom i found was not right for me, and i am indeed availible. so please do not hesitate to contact me. |
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WOW! I have not been here in sooo long. And I thank you all for sending me mail and telling me how interested you are in me. I think that some of you would be pleased to know that I have found my Dom and that is the reason I have not been here.
His name is Mike and he is just the kind, loving, compassionate person in public that I wanted and the stern master that I needed. He understands what I needed most and never cares about my mood swings, in fact, he loves them.he says that is what makes me...me! You just cant love all the good parts of a person, can you? well I will keep you updated and thatnk you for all your support. |
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Well, now that that was said, I know you all love me now, I feel much better. I normally would not have said anything, but y'know...I was drunk and things like that happen. But I had fun and now I am better. |
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finallyr, before i loose myself completely (im drunk) I want to say screw you all. dso you really think it matters to me what the hell you think?! I dont care if you think I am pretty of if I am ugly. I just want to be me...is that OK with you?! |
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well, I would just like to say thatnk you, all of you, for your messages about my Friend Earth. I am still really sad about it all, but recently I have felt better about it. I do get to e-mail him...so for now that will do. At least I know I was not forgotten,right? |
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the most horrible thing has hapened to me! My best friend has left me! He was a forign exchange student and he went back to Thailand. I will miss him so much. I keep crying all day, he just left me at 6:00 am today. I miss him horribly already. I can e-mail him but it is not the same as seeing him face to face and talking to him.
We went to Dorney Park yesterday together, we had a lot a fun. but as the day went on it only got sadder and sadder. When we went home he wrapped his arm around me and held me close. He told me how much he was going to miss it here and how much he was going to miss me. It was soooo sad that it made me cry. And then I cried myself to sleep last night. And then I never saw him in time this mornig befor he left. All we can do is e-mail each other and send things to each other...but i will miss him until I can go and meet him in Thailand, hopefully it will be over the summer. things just are not the same here anymore. it is like there is a hole in my heart. I love him and he just leaves. but he had to go and I understand. I hope he can come and visit me in the states sooner then I can get to him, i dont think i can wait long to see him again. |
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there are a few things that I dont like about some of the men That message me. you say that you want a girl that knows what she wants but when you find one you bitch?! why? I dont understand and maybe you just dont know what you are looking for and feel threatened by me...think about that the next time you message me and think you are the bigger "man". |
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