jessica881

Tuesday 2nd August

Hmmmm, still getting hassle and stalked by a couple of strange evangelical Doms on this site, who seem to want to save me LMAO. Not sure why they feel I need saved, guess they haven't got much going on in their lives at the moment...bless. Yesterday one of them was doing drivebys past my house ffs....still, he seemed to wilt like a flaccid cock once my Master spoke to him on the phone. Lets see if the penny has finally dropped with them today eh x

Monday 1st August

Sir has decided that after last night, I can stay with him for a few days at his new apartment :-) hes never let me do this before so im very happy today. He has given me some money to go out and have a day shopping and to buy something nice for dinner. Im getting to know him more each time and ive never seen this side to him, cant wait until he gets home from work so I can show him how grateful and happy i am ;-)

23rd july...

sir...had man lastnite,got told he wasnt a nice person very crabit apparently.went to his house but he was lovely,to me? sucked his cock good and hard whilst wanking him.he then wanted me to spank him.so i got his belt and whacked him hard with it,is poor wee bum was red raw :) lol!! feels good dont it sir?? he wanted me to squirt but he couldnt do it,didnt have a clue what he was doing :( ended up fucking him with his hands pathetically roung my neck..i just wanted im to grab me and chock me hard!! but he didnt :( im sure you will next time you see me...hope everythings ok sir :) see you soon xxx

GoldenMaster2009: Hmmmmm what a pussy, he should have throttled you and punched you in the face whilst you fucked him....never mind, I will see you on Tuesday and you have built up quite a list of punishments over the last week or so....I will be there at 10am, you know how to be waiting for me, it will be a rough morning for you, but by the time I leave, you will remember why you are so devoted to me and, for the following days, the pain i leave you with will keep me at the forefront of your thoughts.

Thursday 21st July

GoldenMaster2009: Ahhh so white chocolate is your favourite then....dont worry, tomorrow i will bring you enough white chocolate to fucking choke you with, then tape your mouth up so you cant spit it out, we shall see how much you enjoy white chocolate after that. And as for the haircut, it wont be carried out down at the local salon, believe me.

lindors please then :) xxx

sunday 17th july

sir..just had a man,he couldnt cum cause he was sickened by my cut :/ so i just gave him a blojob instead.was glad because everytime he banged into me his leg wasrubbin up and down it..i know now why he put it there! so ppl would see it..i didnt think bout that at time lol...i feel like shit today,not in a good mood atall! still feel all tt emotional way,dont kno whats wrong with me.im lackin somethng but i dont know what..him? hmm

GoldenMaster2009: Dont worry Jessica, I know exactly what you are lacking.....I just dont think your going to enjoy it when I give it to you, but then maybe thats what you need to refocus your mind and stop being a fanny. Rest assured by the time we are done, all thoughts of your cut will be gone from your mind......

thursday 14th

sir brought anoter sub over for uz to play with..wat a night!! we cropped her arse red raw! till it was welted..chocked her,fisted her.sir tried to harshfully fist her arse,but couldnt!.he then made her lie down on floor,next thing i knew he was pissing all over her,she didnt seem to even mind and even opened her mouth for him..bout 10mins later i was needing to go to toilet sir told me i had to piss on her.it was the first time i had ever done anything like this..i got over top of her and let it come out.weirdly enuff she totally loved it!..must say it was a good night,working alongside him.felt like i got to know him a bit more.im glad he let me :)

tues 12th july 12.20am

man came with some learning difficulties,im pretty sure he was a virgin.didnt have a clue what he was doing..the minute i started suckin him he told me to stop cause he said he was gonna cum.i asked him what way he wanted me..i went on top fucked for about a min then he came...lay on the bed for 5mins and spoke,e was really shy and embaressed so i tried to make hm feel relaxed,i started sucking his cock again.i could tell he was trying not to cum,it kept pulsing in my mouth,i bend over the bed on all fours and let him fuck me like he wanted..only lasted a few minutes,but must say he wasnt bad at it for the level of experience he had!...in the end i had to tell him to leave as he was loosing track of time and just wanted to stay..after he left i got myself together and was gonna go to tesco for something to eat.went out to my car and the plate has been rammd!had to phone police..so was ogilling over them for a bit to get my thrill!! haha!!!

tues 12th july..

sir...not much been happening today,i need to make money this week to be able to go to manc..was in my bed earlier and missed one. oops..roll on thursday!! :) xx

11th july...

sir came to my house again..this time i really did get what he ment by its upto him what happens and tt i should keep my journal upto date..so here it goes...

sir brought a knife with him and carved his initials onto my back..this is to remind me who im owned by,he then belted me agaiin on my ass,thighs and tits.i hated it! he gave alot of faceslaps today.wich i dont usually mind but the way he was pulling my hair was really sore..my bedroom is covered in my hair..he spat on my face,made me squirt then rubbed all my cum over my face..this was all done whilst i was tied up with cable ties that really hurt my arms..he made me realise that this was a lesson.if i disobey him i get punished..he also threatened to fuck my ass which i really dont do! it hurts real bad and i hate it!! he said that if im really bad hel tie me up and fuck my arse weither i like it or not! sir also has a key to my house now,which means if he wants to surprise me anytime if ive disobeyed him he will just come and punish me when he wants..so from now on im def going to be good and keep him happy..im sorry for not keeping this updated sir :(

cant remember what day you came last week sir...:/

sir came,i was instructed to leave door open so he cld just walk in if i was still asleep,i was.he woke me up by grabbin my hair right back and said "morning" lol...after a little chat,sir asked me if i had got those cable ties tht he had asked me to get.i had completely forgot about it..he told me to get up the stairs.he removed his belt and told me to get on all fours..(this was humiliation in itself as i had no fake tan on and i hate my body without it!!.he told me i was to get four belts on my arse as punishment for not etting the cable ties..he didnt hit me hard..i cant take alot on my arse i find and found it very painfull!..after tht he threatened to turn the belt around and use the buckle side of it..i felt myself whealing up but didnt want to show him tht i was starting to get tearfull already..he got my huge dildo out and started fucking my throat with it to the point i was nearly sick..this thing is huge!! so big i couldnt breathe! he plled my hair hard (i didnt notice till after he had gone and when i went brush my hair that he had pulled it tht hard i had clumps of hair coming out..sir made me squirt,and he fucked my throat till he came in my mouth.i was told to swollow it all.and i did! :) i hate the belt,that and the cane is very much a punishment to me! :(

26th june

sir....i feel even worse now!! went to mans door and turned out there was two of them..i hated every minute!! they were unclean,disrespectful and rude!!! not happy :( i was gagging on his cock it was discusting while his mate touched my tits!! yyuck! x

thursday 23rd june

sir..i have my "usuals" so off for a week! :) xxx

wed 22nd june

sir..man came round for 2hours i didnt like the look of him so i distracted him by talking none stop for most of time! when i adventually ran out of things to say it was obv i had to start pleasing..so i gave him a great handjob! he came within minutes and i didnt need to sleep with him :) :) (my plan for the future if i dont like look of someone) hehe....

mon 20th june

sir had two men today...one at 11am he was funny and friendly fucked hiim twice he didnt last long...otherman was a two hour booking we sat and spoke for most of it to be honest turned out he lives two doors down from my mum ooooops....i sucked his cock for 5mins and he came everywhere.seemed like the poor guy hadnt had fun for a while..he left happy! :) enjoy paris ! wish i was there with u :( xxx

saturday 18th june

sir... you fucked me and my friend (well her!!) but you did make me squirt alot all over your couch! then fucked my friend again pulled out and came all over my face :) good times!! hehe ps sorry for being cheeky recently!! :( xx

Thats ok, you can update your journal as you got fucked too before you went. You have made up for being cheeky. GM

thursday... 16th june

sir..went to mans house.he flogged me,paddled me and whipped me! he dripped candle wax down my back...i basically sucked his cock the full nite...

tues 14th june

sir...went to mans work sucked him off a bit..then he played with me till i came,i wore a black baggy dress with nice belt,leggins and black suede wedged heels :) it was fun!! :)

monday 13th june 1.30am

sir...man got me out my bed at 1.30am to suck his cock and he came in my mouthi swallowed it!..i was in my jammies at this time,so wasnt wearing anything sexy..man said it was his best ever blojob! after he was finished he got clothed and left,he said he would be back through the week tho...

Monday 13th June

Met Sir today, only had an hour together, but enough time to feel his amazing cock in my mouth and taste his cum in my mouth....a good start to the day.