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Just found out tonight that my first Daddy i ever had passed away. we no longer spoke and were not exactly on the best of terms, but it still hit a bit wierd. |
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Been a rough few weeks, but thankfully things are starting to get better. Still a long way to go, but i think i've got this! |
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If Yyou have messaged recently, sorry i havent been replying to most. Im not currently seeking, but slowly catching up on messages. |
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fingers crossed the profile changes dont take a year! changed background and font color so it should no longer be black on black. (should be a light blue background and a gray font) and new profile picture. |
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been awful quiet lately. how is Eeveryone |
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nice to see we finally get our journal back. so much faster than re-doing profile! |
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profile still needs tweaked a bit i suppose, im 29 now...BUT i got an updated pic...that counts for something ... right? |
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Will be updating this over the next few days, in the meantime if you have a question feel free to ask! |
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Happy fathers day to all the dads out there, and also to all the single moms that have to do both jobs! |
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well i believe its bedtime. that is after letting dog out waking the little one for dinner getting her jammers on and letting the dog back in to be with her pups lol....should be in bed by 11 if im lucky lol |
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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY...and if your mad because your still single ... just remember you dont have anyone the other 364 days of the year either so dont let today get you down, go buy yourself some chocolate or something :) |
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gotta love having four dogs...sounded like they were tearing each other to pieces so i got out of bed and flipped on the outside light (yes they are mostly outdoor dogs, fenced in yard and all...they come in when its really cold or just to be spoiled..every other day i bring them in for a while just to spoil em so no haters on the outdoor dogs...they are well loved, and taken care of) and one by one they all ran to the door tails wagging no scratches or bite marks on any of them...so i suppose they were all just wrestling and having fun...i told em go to bed and they all went and layed down....back to bed for me!!! |
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hope this works, i dont typically share things like this. but this effected a lot of people,took me two days to make. its about five min long
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ok, somebody...anybody really please answer me this.. how is it fair that if you question a Dom your in the wrong, and if you do not question your in the wrong??? i understand this life is not entirely about being fair...but seriously dammed if you do and dammed if you dont...its a lose lose situation...i dont get it...anyone that does please feel free to shoot me a message explaining it.....so about ready to just give up....grrrr |
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dammit im mad if read backwards still reads dammit im mad :) |
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i know its not untill tomorrow(unless your in a country thats a day ahead) but happy thanksgiving |
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the game hexxagon on here is very addicting |
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if you say gullible very slowly it sounds like oranges |
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if 20,000 people each gave me a dollar id be happy for a long time lol...found a nice house cheap...time to save up lol |
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R.I.P. Sparky Neander Paulin, we will love you forever and miss you a lot 08-25-1998 - 10-23-2011
for those of you who know me or knew me within the last 13years you know who he was, the best friend ive ever had i dont care what anyone says.
Love you sparky! |
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omg seriously. my sister told me she didnt know how to cook...well shes always said it, i now realize this is the truth...i sent her in to make scrambled eggs and wow....needless to say im working on saving the poor milk drowned non-sitck spray suffocated cooking on high eggs.....wow |
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found a r/t local man. he may not be perfect but i feel we are a good match, so for now i say goodbye collarme. |
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i have two accounts this one and handfulATtimes. so read both before messaging me as the other one is more recent and kept up to date |
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rip patrick william robinson its been 5 years now i still love and miss you
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Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for - Bob Marley
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long past two days, going on three hours of sleep is hard lol. bedtime for me
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joe joe turned 4 months yesterday...hes getting so big |
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going out of town see yall tonight |
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gremlin...my puppy, love her to death, but my toes are gettin tired of gettin bit lol
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my truck is once again alive!!!! LONG LIVE OL RUSTY!!!
and on another note...today was pretty cool i found three people on facebook, my brother, a
good friend of mine name jess, and my sis bf tim....thats gotta be a
record for me lol
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today my truck died...poor rusty
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cop at home again tonight - running total, 3 times so far this year...wow this is getting funny, a state trooper this time....i wasnt home but i guess the neighbor heard my bro and his old lady yellin and thought they were fighting so he came out yelling at them to stop arguing when they told him they were not fighting he said well im calling the cops anyway, five minutes later....cops were here
seriously? i have heard of cranky old people but this dude is seriously startin to piss me off
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another fun weekend, had the cops called...they are going to be tired of coming here this summer lol. old grumpy neighbors (though he claims he didnt call....righhhtt..) although i learned its illegal to set off an amish bomb in ohio....so i guess thats good to know lol. well i decided im keeping track of how many times cops are called....so...total as of now for this year is 2....so far....but i see them getting called at least another 6-8 times because the nieghbor calls if the dog barks and well...they are dogs...so yes they will bark
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life is confusing, hopefully this time will be better than the last
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it takes pain to know relief, sadness to know joy, trials to understand blessings, love to know loss and fear to know courage.
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im probably not what i should be, i know im not what i could be, im definatley not who i want to be, BUT thankfully, im sure not who i used to be.
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PROFILE HAS BEEN UPDATED!!! now quit telling me it dont say anything lol |
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Had an awsome weekend, got to see Him and my niece...He is awsome with her which is extremely important to me because family is number one in my life. so seeing the interaction was awsome, we all had a lot of fun...we went to three parks played soccer, baseball, basketball went running through the creek, grilled in the backyard and He and i even taught her how to shoot a bb gun (shhh dont tell her grandpa or mom lol) shes a pretty good shot we were all a bit surprized...AWSOME WEEKEND and i know You (you know who you are) are reading this ... glad you could come here i loved this weekend. |
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ok, so things didnt work as i had planned when i went to IN, but its all ok. i have come to realize we will never be more than friends..
im currently in a relationship relaxing and taking things slow for now :) |
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wow, after midnight, just getting home...what a night, went to oasis then took someone to the ER...now im home, time to relax |
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making some cd's and listening to the radio...question....if while singing to a song on the radio your dog wakes up looks at you grunts goes to the other side of the room and passes back out do you think thats a dogs way of saying quit singing lol |
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went out with some of my friends tonight, it was fun didnt get home untill one am we went to oasis played some air hockey and chess (i lost at both but still had fun) then we went to wally world...our second home lol. but overall just hung out having fun got to see my two nephews and my niece (not blood but may as well be) that was nice havent seen them in three weeks.. great day |
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got a new haircut...its different....short..but i like it |
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woo hoo...im perverted!!! |
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why do people ask you whats wrong, and tell you to talk to them when they have no intention of listening? |
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watching the fire, trying to fall asleep...but something is missing... |
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somedays some people just dont make sense |
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(sung to tune of silent night) sleepless night...alll night...theres no sleeep. juust day dreams, wish the sand man would cooome see me...then i couuuuuld sleeeeep ...ohh i misss my sleeeep |
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why must people be so damn confusing |
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NOTE: if i message you to say nice pic or make a joke, or be a smartass...its just that im not seeking a relationship at this time, just like making small talk |
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i got my dog back today. poor puppy i re homed him because i wasnt sure i could handle having two anymore, i found out he was put in the pound, so mom and i went and got him, he is now home for good |
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Random fact of the Day....my room is blue |
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Happy Thanksgiving Eeveryone ! ! ! |
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This is for the man who i loved, trusted and opened my heart to....You know who You are
im sorry you blocked me, but you know what all i wanted was closure if your gonna sink so low to not even give me that....well idk what to say other than i thought you were a better man than that. i tried to stay friends with you but you and everyone in the house there blocked me. if you ever want to talk, you know how to get ahold of me, i will never block you or anyone else, im sorry i wasnt good enough for You and hopefully one day You will again talk to me, untill that day comes, have a good life. You are missed, and i do still care about you a lot. |
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its a beautiful day in the neighborhood ...would you be mine...would you be mine....mstr rogers lol
im tired. one am, night all |
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if i view you, something caught my eye that made me want to check out more...and if i wrote you then you definatley caught my attention...im bad at first messages part of my shy nature, so sorry if the message is lame but i try to personalize it |
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this may sound lame, but its true.
i lost the one who made me feel loved i am currently talking to some slowly looking for the one
seriously though, im considering leaving the lifestlye behind, something i at one time said i would never do, but now im not sure that there is the magical one that is out there for me. im not saying i am stepping back yet but dont be surprized if i do. |
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Don't like my attitude? Send me an email at: www.like_I_care.com
lol, bumper sticker i got
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got a truck two weeks ago...it now sits parked in my driveway.....cars hate me |
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if communication is so important in relationships why do so few take the time to do it? |
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hey everyone, im going to be at the Wayne county fair probably most of the days that it is in town, if anyone wants to meet just to hang out and make friends send me a message :) |
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I wrote your name on a piece of paper, but by accident I threw it away.
I wrote your name on my hand, but it washed away.
I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves whispered it away.
I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay.. |
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yay, i get to do 3+ hours of driving tonight |
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yayyyyyy i have reached 100 swagbucks lol.
www.swagbucks.com/refer/jenpaul88
search, earn, win!! |
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4 years and one day since i lost my nephew R.I.P. patrick- i will love & miss you always |
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today in history : 1920- the 19th amendmet was added to the constitution which allows females to vote |
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i found a website that is really nice. it is a search engine called swagbucks. you search just like you would on google or yahoo but you win swagbucks which you can later redeem for prizes. sign up and win :) http://swagbucks.com/refer/jenpaul88 |
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People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk! k away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. |
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fun fun fun....six tickets to go to a comedy club, and no one to go with |
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update : i am so excited, it is official, i now have a sis. i am so happy ive known her for a good while now and glad to have her join the relationship. |
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today in history in 1995
Michel Jordan returns o baskeball wih he Chicago Bulls, after an attempt to become a pro baseball player. |
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going to be at a church party all day saturday will return on sunday so if you message me i will reply by sunday afternoon, or monday at the latest
have a great weekend
peace |
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today in history....2003 15yr old Elizabeth Smart, who'd disappeared from her bedroom 9 months earlier is found alive in salt lake city with two drifters |
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well as promised here are the details :)
drum roll please........
i am now collared. owned by Master TW (********** here on cm) a training collar for now as i learn and we grow together but i have high hopes that this relationship will last a long time.
so sorry guys, im taken. . . its wierd, i said i was taking a break and not looking, then i find Someone who fits me just right.
i can still chat to people as friends. . . if the right sub girl happens to come along she may have the possibility of joining in on the fun.
be well Eeveryone jen{TW} |
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yesterday was a good day. . . more details at later date if allowed |
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on this day in 1962 the bus boycott of macon georgia begins |
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todays random fact of the day....i got a leather jacket today.....ok lame i know, but hey im excited |
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today in 1962 3 out of 4 television viewers tune in to see first lady Jackie Kennedy conduct a tour of the White House |
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heading home tomorrow sometime, ok, yeah im tired....
random fact: my birthday is on a holiday. |
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headed to columbus for a bit, if Aanyone sends a message i will reply late tonight early tomorrow morning.
ok, todays random fact of the day....my dogs middle name is neanderthal or neander for short
yeah thats pretty darn random :) |
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im in Michigan....woo hoo |
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sleepless nights really suck, maybe its the new meds im on....oh yeah i forgot to mention went to the doc today because i havent been able to hear right for about two weeks, but it got better...but then worse...so they put me on two diffeerent meds, cuz i had an ear infection, one med takes care of the infection the other the swelling. so hopefully in a few days hearing will be back to normal.
im heading to Michigan friday...possibly thursday night...not positive. going with mom she got buisness to take care of and im the driver...yay
columbus trip possibly next week to hang with some friends.
i will try to get on here as much as i can
-peace- |
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wow, i got a lot of ground to cover...Current Round (#67) "VAGINA DENTATA", ends in 16 hr, 42 min, 21 sec.........and im in 114th place out of 20445.....hopefully ill make a comeback last minute
gangstabighouse.com |
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ANIMAL FACT:
The kiwi bird lays a HUGE egg compared to its body size. If it were the same ratio for humans, we would have 43-pound babies! No thanks! |
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got four new pics awaiting approval :) should be ready soon |
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sweet, im number one out of 20,000 members on gangstabighouse.com right now
hopefully i hang on till the end *crosses fingers* |
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day number four, no sleep....took an aleve to make the pain go away maybe now ill get some sleep.....well i did get four hours tonight which is more than i got in the last three nights so i cant complain much. . . gotta love when previously broken bones hurt when theres cold
ok yeah sorry kind of random and might not make perfect sense but its 120am gimme a break lol ok well bye Eeveryonne have a good morning / afternoon / evening or whatever |
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Today in 1986 The Rock and Roll Hall of Fame inducts its first members, including James Brown, Ray Charles, Buddy Holly, Jerry Lee Lewis and Elvis |
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got my computer back last night and it is working AWSOME nice and fast dont kick me off anymore...its sweet. so ill be online more, well starting sunday right now im on from 8am till 445pm usually but starting sunday i will be on a lot more
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today in 2004
the recording industry sues 532 computer users it says were illegally distributing songs over the internet |
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im borrowing my friends computer....right now kitkat is sleeping right beside me he is soo cute when he sleeps. i got to level 13 in parking lot 2 woo hoo its pretty awsome...ok yeah so today i am random whats new lol |
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He who loves his life will lose it, and he who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life
- John chapter 12 verse 25 - |
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going to have a busy week doing church projects and stuff, wont be on much for at least a week so have a good week Eeveryone
side note - dont you just love those nights where you curl up in your nice cozy bed and cant sleep?? gosh its frustrating lol |
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ok, my own original song, kinda lame, goes to the tune of let it snow let it snow let it snow.
Oh the weather out side is frightful and the snowplows dont look tohelpful i hope they get the snow all clear so i dont get hit from the rear
i got church in the morning and work for group to turn in if its not turned in on time well i dont think that would be very fine
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todays random fact: At age 92 Kirk Douglas is the oldest celebrity blogger on Myspace, writing on his life and work to 4,4oo friends on the site (wow thats a lot of friends, i have 99 on there lol) |
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just got home a little while ago had a good time with my friend down in columbus. we went to the movies and cosi and a japanese restraunt had a lot of fun these past few days. |
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Leaving in 20 minutes. have a good new years Eeveryone. i will be back sometime saturday... so all messages i get should be awnsered by monday :) |
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On this day in history 12-30-1978 ohio state university fires football coach woody hayes after he punced a clemson player during a game. |
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Daddy's Hands by Holly Dunn
I remember Daddy´s hands, folded silently in prayer. And reaching out to hold me, when I had a nightmare. You could read quite a story, in the callouses and lines. Years of work and worry had left their mark behind. I remember Daddy´s hands, how they held my Mama tight, And patted my back, for something done right. There are things that I´ve forgotten, that I loved about the man, But I´ll always remember the love in Daddy´s hands.
Daddy's hands were soft and kind when I was cryin´. Daddy´s hands, were hard as steel when I´d done wrong. Daddy´s hands, weren´t always gentle But I´ve come to understand. There was always love in Daddy´s hands.
I remember Daddy´s hands, working 'til they bled. Sacrificed unselfishly, just to keep us all fed. If I could do things over, I´d live my life again. And never take for granted the love in Daddy´s hands.
Daddy's hands were soft and kind when I was cryin´. Daddy´s hands, were hard as steel when I´d done wrong. Daddy´s hands, weren´t always gentle But I´ve come to understand. There was always love in Daddy´s hands.
Daddy's hands were soft and kind when I was cryin´. Daddy´s hands, were hard as steel when I´d done wrong. Daddy´s hands, weren´t always gentle But I´ve come to understand. There was always love ..... In Daddy´s hands. |
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todays random fact of the day :
Barrack Obama is listed number 8 in Golf Digests ranking of 15 presidential golfers. John f kennedy, with an 80 stroke avg. tops the list |
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i will be gone a few hours, going to de-stress after an arguement broke out at the house here today i need to go cool off
i will be out of town for a few days (tues-sat) to hang with friends for new years |
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funny thing of the day, hmmm wow, um hard to pick one, i guess the one that stands out most is when we were opening gifts this evening and my sister opened up a tiny little angel and my mom goes
wow thats tiny but pronounced it Tea I knee....ok so yeah kinda lame i guess you had to be there because i almost peed my pants....literally....i went running for the restroom lol
ok, for the animal lovers or people who just thought that was lame today i was holding aj-my bunny and clipping his nails and he started growling but it wasnt a mean growl so i laughed and he did a flip...i picked him up and gave him a kiss on the nose and he took his paws and rubbed his face to clean it....we did that like four times then he growled and squirmed free...it was cute |
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wow, umm not sure what to say today was a long day, now im just kicking back having a wine cooler *yes i know shame on me* but its a holiday its a bit depressing time what can i say. family will be here tomorrow afternoon so i guess that might be fun idk
merry christmas Eeveryone |
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ok, i missed my history of the day text so instead im just going to post two things that i thought were funny that happend at home.
yesterday my mom was in the basement, she made the comment that i always leave the light on for aj (my rabbit) since we moved back in with her....she leaned over his cage and said....my phone bills going to be higher cuz of you rabbit.....i laughed and asked her when she taught him to use the phone....that was a good laugh
today, my sister was in her chair, and she has a massaging mat on it and she turned it on i looked at her without thinking and said so sis hows it feel siting on the vibrator....she burst into laughter and i realized what i said.
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TODAY IN HISTORY
December 20, 1957
Elvis Presley is drafted
On this day in 1957, while spending the Christmas holidays at Graceland, his newly purchased Tennessee mansion, rock-and-roll star Elvis Presley receives his draft notice for the United States Army. |
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todays history tid-bit 12-19-1997
The movie Titanic opens in theatres, sell out shows. It went on to earn $1,848,813,795 (WOW!!!). the most successful box office film in history
-------------------------------------------- i now get these on my cell so i will post interesting ones from time to time :) |
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hmmm, about nine pm here, debating on going to bed....yet want to stay up and talk on messanger, bored....yet busy....wierd combination.
oh yeah might be moving soon...again thats always fun (not really)
but i might be getting my dogs back so thats a plus i miss them boys |
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im back for a while, got church meeting tonight if i go they need me tonight so most likely ill be gone but back on later tonight. |
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gone to parma be back sometime tomorrow |
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