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Had an average christmas, such an unfortunate shame that my Master and I couldnt spend it together due to family commitments but Im sure tomorrow and Saturday we will be able to make up for lost time with a long play session, and i have missed sleeping on my leash as it was far from possible for me to take it to stay with my parents lol. Its also my 21st in 7 days and Master has already treated me to my first gift... tickets for a trip to Amsterdam :) Im such a happy Slave right now, really looking forward to exploring the redlight district/ sex stores with him. Master really does spoil me possibly more than i deserve but I always have and always will serve him to the best of my ability. Being tattooed as a i guess "slave" tattoo on the 5th just a plain simple chain with a heart shaped padlock holding the chain shut, with the idea in the future to have my SLRN tattooed into the links. Somehow I just know that enterin the New Year with my Master will be one of the best things to ever happen to me and Im so greatful for the training and patience that he gives me, I am ever such a lucky girl :).

So today's mail, today I am now underage lol. God wish I was under 18 again. Care free back then always drunk but I wasn't owned then so not all good things. For u freaks with nowt better to do. If u don't like my profile/photos/fact I'm owned or what ever else. WALK AWAY!! Pointlessly mailing me saying reported u for this that and the rest. I'm clearly old enough/female enough/ sub enough or I'd have been booted off. YES YOU FETCHDADDYSBELT!

My Master and I may not repsond to mail at the drop of a hat, that is due to having a life outside of CM, also to the Fact I cannot respond to ANY mail without permission and my Master has other more pressing issues to deal with at present. Wishing death on strangers you haven't met isnt going to make you many friends. Fucktards!!!  YES THIS MEANS YOU OLD4YOUNGERFEM and POWERFUSE you are reason we use more than this joke of a site

Today I am apparently I am a man under stolen picture LOL! seen as i update my pictures very regularly and I am always in them, Always with my face visble. Also on under my old CM name with similar photos on F**life and my SLRN on this page with differnt photos again but also with my face showing. Hate the amount of immature jealousy that goes on here. Its like being back at school, dont get shit like this on F**life . If you dont like that I am very happily owned and enjoying training with my Master, Then MOVE ON dont send me bullshit mail, you're just wasting my time, my Masters time and your own time.  *SIGH*

On a better note, I have been a very spoilt slut this festive season. Master allowed me to order my very own custom made head harness with very large (53mm diameter) ball gag, as my own gag had become too easy to wear. It arrived friday morning and currently causes me some discomfort but I am progression well with the amount of time I can spend in it :). Master and I purchased 2 new crops one wooden one leather. Must say my ass looked very good covered in huge bruises when we played with thoses. Master hit me so hard the other day we broke the wooden cane so Im sure he will be sending me to go and buy a new one.

Taken me a little longer than planned to update my journal due to various other commitments. Thursday Master and I tried some out door bondage/play. He walked me around some lovely local country side wearing my ball gag, collar, metal cuffs and a leash. He made me crawl a little way just to humiliate me and cuffed me to a gate to see if anyone would catch me. I enjoyed this outdoor play even though it was freezing. On the way home Master made me give him a blowjob, which is hard in his car but he says its one of best ones I've even given :-). Friday Master treated me to the cinema I was feeling rather sexy, dressed to impressed and collared, really got oft on people seeing my collar and wondering why I'd got it on. Saturday night Master stayed at mine, and we played for a few hours until wax play went a little wrong when we.learnt the new candle Burns alot hotter than the ones we had before. Wax Burns before bed aren't great :-\. Sunday morning before Master left I made up for the previous nights early finish by sucking his cock in my kitchen until he came in my mouth. I thanked Master for the mouthful :-). We have discussed a hood further and decided we are going to wait a little longer due to personal reasons, instead invest in a larger comfier ring gag I can wear for longer and be used better in and a new riding crop. I also think Master is going to permanently collar me for my 21st birthday in the new year :-). Love my Master he trains and looks after me so well

Glad to be back on here. I've come so far even in just the few weeks we havent been on here. Master has said I can continue my journal on my training. This weekend has been brilliant. Master took my anal virginity on Friday and we also experimented with wax play. I love it, I felt really humiliated and used.

Saturday , Master took me to York like a "Normal" couple. I was only wearing my small collar and that was only on the train. Had  a great day, was best having a finger slipped inisde me as we climbed the Minster Tower. Definatly going to hell now :P .

Was punished when we got home though as I had been rather cheeky and tested my boundries. Master spanked and fucked my ass to remind me of my place. I felt very humiliated, this was made worse when I was made to sit in the corner for 15 minutes worth of corner time. I hate corner time makes me feel like a naughty child, but Master says it's a good punishment.

Master stayed at my house last night and I was made to have no less than 10 orgasms.  I really love My Master. Looking forward to seeing him Thursday, or earlier if Im really lucky x