jazzymarie

Female Submissive, 49

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Female Switch, 33, shreveport, Louisiana

was wandering around my books on the shelf and picked up an old faithful of mine from Gor....and stumbled across one of my favorite quotes of the book ?women dream not of equals,? she said, ?but of masters.?Page 116 - Fighting Slave of Gor after years of reading, watching and observing women, being in both submissive and vanilla relationships and the such i realize i do agree with this. i feel that deep down in every woman is the need to serve a master. Only the right Master, Top, Dom...what ever you as a person deem it to be called, can truly bring out a woman's submissive side, but as i say this, that all women are in the end born to submit to our true Master's, our true feelings... i must also say, these feelings can not be forced on someone You can not MAKE someone truly and i mean TRULY submit to You.? anyways...those are my 3:45pm thoughts....

Well...i guess this is as good a place as any for a little bit more about me... When i was teenager i knew there was something different about myself, i wanted to be used and touched and to do things everyone else was telling me women wouldn't and shouldn't do, i use to sneak adult movies from my parents bedroom and watch, i knew it was wrong...but i was curious it what i was feeling was on those tapes. Them i read my first Gor novel when i was 15 and was fascinated by it, it excited me how the women were treated as objects in these books,they were used, regarded as animals, how their entire life was dependent on the pleasing of Men by any means needed, i remember many a dream taking place in my head...kinda my own lil fantasy . History tells us as women not to submit, to be in control at all times, it shows and teaches us the horrors of submission and that only weak women allow themselves to be treated as such, i remember a conversation once where i brought up submission and D/s with some people and the women were angry...they said how dare i set us as women back all those years and how would my fore-mothers feel after all they had done to "Free us" but i believe that only truly strong women can really submit. Guys my age were a little freaked out by my weird habits, it wasn't "normal" for a 17yr old to like being tied up or spanked, the first time i asked a guy to choke me he immediately put his clothes on left, never saw Him again, i thought there was something wrong with me until by accident...ok not by accident i wandered onto the internet and found a whole group of people online that kinda became my family, i learned a lot from them...but unfortunately...relationships can only go so far on the internet. I realized then that i would have to wait to fully experience the power of a BDSM relationship. When i turned 18 it fell into place, I met a married couple interested in what i had to offer, the following years would become some of my happiest of my young life. They took me in and in time became my Master and Mistress. i was anything They wanted me to be, play toy, cock sucker, pussy eater, whipping post, servant, maid, cook, whore, listener, bed buddy and more importantly friend. if They asked it of me, with out hesitation i did it, because i trusted Them wholly. i had finally found People to treat me as i had always wanted to be treated...like a slut, to be taken when ever it pleased them, to be whipped when it pleased them, to be used when they wanted, however they wanted, i enjoyed many different things , just a little fyi...one of my favorite is to be chained by the wrists from the ceiling, blind-folded, feet barely touching the ground, completely helpless...there is something about surrendering ones body to another...i don't know...it is just right. any ways i liked to be flogged and whipped when restrained, i get great satisfaction in the pain aspect of this lifestyle my orgasms are often stronger when being whipped or flogged. i love orgasm control...although it is something i have always struggled with. I like being tied up..as i said earlier...the feeling of surrender and complete lack of control is a major thing for me. I enjoy pleasuring men and women and am proficient in both. it has been awhile since i have toyed with women...but it is like riding a bike...a true slut never forgets how to please her Tops. This relationship went on like this for many years, most the time i was strictly theirs, but occasionally a friend would come over and i was shared, i am not and never will be ashamed of how much i liked it. I slept in their room, had my own little day-bed in the corner*was very cute* even had a collar with my name on it and an anklet with my Owner's initials, for when we went out. i was happy, and then Mistress got pregnant, now don't get me wrong this was a happy occasion for us all...but then Master started to leave Mistress out of play time...and as time had it...Master eventually stopped involving her altogether, saying it was for the best, for the baby and all. It was hard times Mistress was angry and i suffered at her hand for months because of her husbands neglect, Master was angry because Mistress was angry, i truly relished in all the extra whippings and such but in the end it was a vicious cycle until finally, our relationship grew to far apart...and we decided to part ways. After we parted i had a string of failed relationships that i would rather not go into detail about, lets suffice to say none of them worked...they had no idea how to control me. So...here i am..on-line...trying to find a couple to help me rediscover my self that also understands i am NOT looking for a long term commitment.~ ?Going back to the beginning of my submissive journey to my first Master and Mistress, for all the hurt and anger there was love. i will always have respect and love for Them...because of Them i found my submissive side and was able to let it flourish and grow and having the freedom to do so had helped me to become the strong confident submissive i am today...i always say...i am not a door mat...if that is what You are seeking...pass me by, just because i am submissive does not mean i have no opinion, i do have a mind of my own...and any true Dominant will not try and squash that. Thanks for reading..have a nice day, afternoon, or evening..where ever the time finds You enjoy it.?

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