| |
|
|
Home |
|
|
|
|
Browse |
|
|
|
|
|
Live |
|
|
|
|
Join |
|
Collarspace |
|
|
|
|
Dating |
|
|
|
|
News |
|
|
|
|
Glossary |
|
|
|
|
Mobile |
|
|
|
|
Alt |
|
|
|
|
Safety |
|
|
|
|
Toys |
|
|
|
|
Live BDSM |
|
|
|
|
Resources |
|
|
|
|
Welcome |
|
| |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Login |
|
|
 |
|
 |
|
|
|
|
Male Dominant, 53, Reading
|
Transgender Submissive, 43, LaSalle, Illinois
|
Male Switch, 26, DAYTON, Ohio
| | |
|
| Back |
| KPM |
| Directory |
| Interests |
|
|
|
| |
|
| |
| |
|
|
|
|
|
| |
About Jayceclone
Hello.
Thank you for your interest and sorry in advance for my limited english skills. After 2 decades of vain seek, bankruptcy for being a believer (resulting in one currently hopeless relationship) and series of hiatus on e-communities like this due the lack of real people to share a real rubber oriented relationship with me, I decided to up-date my profiles on the net with this same content.
The reason? (Anti)conformism.
I am a 40 years-old man now and I crave much more than ever for a life in rubber with someone able to understand and support me on this endeavour. My will of being turned into a living rubber creature just for the experience and not merely for sex dressed in rubber for a few hours is killing me for not being real yet. It implies total rubber encapsulation in layers for long-term, internal tubbing for organic needs and resulting on severe sensory deprivation among other side-effects. Being so, sex from my point-of-view will be simple subjective, once rubberised.
As you can see, it is all about the fetish instead of the sexual appeal it may be for most people. It's all about the body enclosure, not the eventual sexual intercourse wrongly attributed to it - like the conduct code on a fetish event.
Stuck here in Brazil, with no ease/resources to make it all by myself, making real my obsession of total encapsulation as a rubber creature, I have no other choice than assume and play the submissive role to someone (in power) in exchange for my transformation, wich, from an intelligent dominator's perspective will be certainly used to affect me emotionally and make me ashamed for being a loser at this point of my life.
So, now I am a useless failure in life. No one will ever want me. Believe or not, it makes me cry (for real) and it's hard to recognize that I will never have a (t)girl/boyfriend of any kind, worst living entombed in rubber (if only...). So I wish now to be of some use to a person able to make my rubber transformation.
It's needed a partner/friend/dom(ina)/benefactor (you name it) to make me the kind of rubberdoll/gimp according to an agreement between us. - These terms "rubberdoll/gimp" are the best ones I could find to YOUR understanding because: or someone will make me a partner/servant in rubber, or easily will wanna treat me like a semi-movable living fetish object. Sadly, my true rubberisation ideas are beyond all of these concepts... I wonder if I'll find someone able to fully and trully understand them...
And NO! Except AND IF ONLY my owner/partner do have the means AND desire I will accept staying useless, or like a pet, or literally inert in the doll role - I mean, being stored/paralysed when not "in use". I never intended to be that dependant, perhaps due my "normal life" straight preference. I am not seeking a lazy and demanding life so my partner/owner have to punish me. Period.
For ending, before contacting me, please remember: I don't need people playing with my feelings. I am real and do not need empty promisses. Please be honest and sincere. Further details regarding the transformation under request, via e-mail.
Thank you again and get in touch.
Jayceclone. |
|
|
|
|
Hi to everyone. This is my 1st post and I sincerely want someone serious and interested enough not only on reading these (occasional) posts, but also interested and ready to help me on making things happen, for I live in a place where it seems absolutely impossible to have a life in fetish the way I plan.
So, if you are really desiring to experience how is it to transform and keep a person (me) into a living fetish 300% sealed rubber creature to share a life with (even if any ind of relationship is involved except a possible contract to rule the things), please go ahead and contact me.
I have hopes on someone I am contacting through this e-community at this time, but the person stoped contacting me with no comments and in a sudden. (I hope everything is well with h##) And this is also a reason to write these things by here at this time, for I AM TRULY DESPERATED.
SOMEONE HELP ME!
:'( |
| |
| |
|
|
| |
|
Male Dominant, 48, exeter
|
Male Submissive, 18, athol, Massachusetts
|
Male Submissive, 29
|
Male Submissive, 27
| | |
Male Submissive, 28, Bothell, Washington
|
Dominant Couple, 35, Ontario
|
Male Submissive, 52, Long Island, New York
|
Male Dominant, 68, Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania
| | |
Male Dominant, 27
|
Male Submissive, 32, Fairfield county, Connecticut
|
Male Switch, 46, Charlotte, North Carolina
|
Male Submissive, 29, Boston, Massachusetts
| | |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
