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Been a while, but I finally have something to journal about!
I found a great key holder and so far am happy. Been locked since the 30th and haven't had a release in over a week. It's drawing out some new thoughts and feelings in me that I never though I was capable of. I love this feeling and I hope I can get over the minor discomfort this belt affords.
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Hah, and another great one:
Predominantly heterosexual, but more the incidentally homosexual.
You're in the grey area. You are probably one of those straight people
who's very comfortable with your sexuality, hell you may even play with
the gay in the bedroom. You're probably the boyfriend that will go with
your girlfriend to the gay club, and you probably dont care when an
obviously gay person checks you out or even hits on you. Yay for you,
gay people love straight people like you! Another option, you might
also be the bi-curious or confused type, but only YOU know the truth.
Last option (least in MY head) is you're a bisexual person, who tends
to favor the opposite sex over the same sex.
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One of those automated tests that I thought was pretty spot on about me:
You are assertive, yet still maintain some level of submission. You
stand your ground firmly most of the time, and are fairly level. You
may not identify with being submissive or dominant, and it's possible
that you're a switch (someone who alternates between the two depending
on circumstances and/or mood).
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Yay! It arrived today and I am sooo excited :) I'm testing driving it now to see how it fits and so far so good ;) There is a little give but otherwise it is snug!
Can't wait to wear it for long periods and feel the excruciating and delicious taste of frustration!
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Alas, my belt remains in Limbo. But luckily I have some friends over in Belgium who are looking into it. At least some hope is better than nothing.
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Hrm, haven't posted in a while and I dunno why. So much has been going on that I forget this little blog thing exists. I'm still waiting for my chastity belt to arrive and the delay is frustrating me for the obvious reasons! Ironic that I'm frustrated because I cannot be frustrated :P
In other news, I'm still 'single'/not collared or what not and looking earnestly for the right Mistress. I was told once that I am more like a bottom than a sub. But I find those labels to be silly. Am I willing to do things and make the right person happy? Of course! That's just the beginning of how I define submissives. Someone willing to their Dominants needs above theirs. I try to fulfill that everyday to the people around me... a people pleaser to the end :)
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I never really thought about it, but recently I had a great conversation where I realized that I've never really been properly trained. I'm not sure how that would go.. I've played some but apparently I'm an untrained noobie. I wonder if I could find someone to fill the role of mentor and trainer :)
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So many wonderful people have been writing me, it's been awesome. But don't get blue, I'm still not taken and would love to meet even more people!
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What IS the right thing to do? Be coy and wait or go out there and ask for what you want... What I want is to meet a great dominant and serve them the best way I know how, by giving up and letting them control when or if I get unlocked. :) Now who do you suppose would enjoy controling a young, cute lad like that.
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After a rocky holiday it's finally time. A friend is helping me get in gear and ready to a get a real chastity belt. It's always been a love/hate thing. Get it and be satiated by denial? The thought is quite intoxicating and frightening at the same time. Who to hold the key as well? There is no one long term on the horizon, sadly. But I'll keep looking for that special someone who would enjoy keeping me chaste as much as I enjoy being sadistically denied :)
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Having so much fun lately, for some reason people are just reaching out, it rocks!
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New favorite theme: DJ Tiesto - Just Be, It just fits life so well.
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Hmm... Seeing so many posts that specifically demand "No men" or "looking for female (whatever)" makes me wonder if being a guy is a actually a downside. With the rise of feminist theories over the past few decades one can't help but feel religated to the rubbish pile. |
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I'm wondering if some people come at this with the wrong angle. To me it seems like so many are wanting the 'thing' that will fill some need in their life. "I'm looking for a slave, a money pig, a dominant, etc..." instead of looking for the 'person' that will fill that missing part. Probably too sentimenal but people should be the aim not the kink or persuasion they possess.
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I wonder, how does someone filter out the users from the true-spirits of bdsm. I just get the impression that there are some greedy people out there who only approach subs/slaves and want to use their willingness to serve as a mean towards personal/material gain.
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Is it me or is communication really lacking? People chat you up a bit then disappear... Simply saying "no thanks, no interested anymore" is way more courteous than just not responding or removing a profile altogether. Weird eh?
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I just took a quick look at everyone's journal entries and I couldn't help smirking. What's with all the gripes about penile posts and failed searches.
*Quality guy right here* Hot too and curiously kinky.
It doesn't make sense, probably too much quiet on my end, maybe I should break out the gong.
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