I hope to return to the past.
looking for someone 45/50 and older.
i also wrote a little bit in my jounal.
i will do some housework for you and will see that you are comfortable.
i will go and get your beer and do all the little things you like.
You tell me to take off my t-shirt and i do it.
you take me in your arms and i feel well.
You know exactly what i want and you know that it is not the innocent playing
anymore like it was at the beginning. since a while i dont just do what you ask me to do
but i have to do it and cant help it. you make me beg and ask and be on my knees
and i am ready to promise anything. i dont stop pleasing you until i swallowed the last
drop you have to give. then i go back into your arms and enjoy your apreciation.
may be we will watch a movie and sometimes you let me spend a night with you.
i have done this for years. at first it was pure playing and i did not even know what i was doing.
my hand was put on the pants and i was terribly curios it just went on from there.
it was the most normal thing,it was normal to obey too and i enjoyed the love and care i got in return.
i liked to do it from the first time and it did not change when i started to understand what it was all about
but it changed a little because from about then i began to ask and beg instead of waiting for invitation
and i started to dream that i can stay all the time and will not be sent home.
i was never forrced or treated badly or insulted. to the contrary everyone was always good and caring.
it should not have been done but i dont suffer from any troubles and feel rather happy about the past.
i dont want to play little girl and uncle.
i want the same feeling i had then and i can not find this with my boyfriends.
you will find that my mouth is a good place to be.
and i am sure i can please you as good or better as any girl
except you are used to some kind of bj queens lol. i hope you are not disapointed but i dont want other
kind of sex.i did not have it then and i dont want it with you. At least for the moment.
so far i did not meet limits but you might want to do things i dont know i can allways try and learn.
i am not afraid of size or number.you could bring friends to play cards and i will serve you as your waitress
and will be on my knees when told.
i am sure that i can serve you well and i could be like your little slavegirl when i am with you.
i like it in a casual way as if it was the most normal and natural thing in the world.
just as it was.
sooner or later you will have enough of me and i will not complain when you send me away
you can give me to someone you know, as long as i like him and he is good to me.
dont tell me that wont happen with you. it always does and its ok with me.
older men get tired of their young girl and you wont even keep me for a year
the kind of men i want are also the men that never stop looking for the next girl
and there are enough girls like me looking for someone to be with.
i dont blame you.
i have learned that.it is part of it if i like it or not.
i will be good to you and youmust allways be good and kind to me.
i know very well, that i am not the only girl searching and many are probably younger than me,
but should you choose me i will not disappoint you
if you have another girl, i dont mind to share.
i obey well and i will never say no when you ask me to play with you. to the contrary.
once i started begging a long time ago i also started to say thank you because i feel that way.
usualy i am in a good mood and i am not stupid.
i have uploaded a few pics too.
it is the first time i look for a care taker on the net or on a site like this.
it was easyer before.
i just start to get to know a few people here in miami. and i dont know the young girls i met
enough to ask them about all this.
but i am curious to see how it will go.
jassie
i have other fantasies but they are for later
