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Female Submissive, 48, San Jose, California

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Well after a long spell of all out partying and some serious counseling things have settled down. Cuck is now more resigned to his position and actually after a lot of passive resistance? its been comfortable having him accept his new living arrangement and lack of control ....it was nothing like the fantasy as he did not go quietly under the bed ;) Anyway just wanted to keep you all up to date

Any of the Females and aspiting FemDommes attending the Midori Event on Sunday at Syren ? Would be great to meet and greet fellow Females if any of you are going Elegance, power and confidence... Do you want to know how to be a dominant without being a bitch? How do you find a sexy and effective style of dominance? Midori will share with you her secrets of the feminine art of dominance. She will discuss the psychology, politics, practical exercises, techniques, fashion and more. This class is not limited to a gender, but for all who harbor the powerful woman within! Something for everyone from the novice to the experienced player. Attendees will receive 10-20% off all Stockroom merchandise.

Interesting where this lifestyle leads me as recently my stay at home huboi has started making lost of noise about him being unhappy now as he has no freedom, no free time, no free cash and certainly no free hand as that is what leads us to where we are today. One thing that is very disappointing is how lonely being in charge is and tough at the top doesnt explain how I feel a lot of the time which is why when the chance to be with my B/F comes up then out come the heels and slutwear and off comes the problem of a moany little bitch pressing me for sex or to let him 'at least' play with himself. Well one thing I did for me was to contact a professional and took numb nuts with me to the meeting as She certainly put him straight and it couldnt have been better as I had him sign the release, provide his two forms of ID and now he is actually making me a small residual every time he gets viewed. Of course the fear of exposure is killing him so atthis point only his hooded shots are for view but we did plenty without so suddenly everything seems good at home with renewed comitment to me and we shall see how he feels when he finds out about some 'spring training' I have planned

While I have taken pretty much every precaution to avoid contact with the wannabees on here one has finally caught my eye by inviting me to appear at LA Footnight which I have to say is something I am very much considering, not so much for the pocket money but more for having hubby drive me there and wait outside while I have fun ...exquisite really isnt it Any other women members in the area considering being at the event then our Benz can certainly be at your door and oh yes he has to wear his uniform and cap the whole time !

Wow back to the realities of life with a husband it sure looses its appeal quickly after such a wonderful vacation. One of the slaveboys on here installed some hidden cams for me at home (thanks and you know who you are babe ;) only for me to find that the old tricks are back again with my husband. Small wiener he accepts not having sex with me anymore peckerboy is jacking off at least three times a day since he has worked out how to get himself out of confinement. Why am I so disappointed yet not at all surprized at pecker as I should have known that maybe he took to this too easily so....we have to step things up it seems ! I have looked at a few tools and spoke to an incredible Domme at a DV8 party who gave me some pointers and I love the Ingrid Bellemare books peckers credit card got me from BarnesNobledotcom so moving into something he doesnt accept is the direction as I just cant have him diddling himself everytime my back is turned. Punishment is in order and to my cam boy if you can call me then I have something in mind for you OK ?

2009 is my time!!! We spent the whole of the vacation in Vermont and this lifestyle has more twists than Agatha Christie. The best part has to be the sweet irony of reservations at the White House restaurant, all that snow and my B/F looked magnificent as the only non caucasian in the joint yet there we were the three of us. The two of us did all of the ordering and certainly most of the laughing and under table gymnastics and then left hubby to get the tab as we headed out into the snow. Life just doesnt get any better than the weeks of fun of my winter break this year to hell with lame gifts and family rifts its about me this year.

Lots to give thanks for this year as its been something that I never even knew I wanted ...wow the feeling that I am alive again from my toes to my temples has been a revelation. In six months I have seen several states that have to be on every hedonists to do or be done in list as business class visits as the new arm candy after so many years of being the one left at home just have me wondering what else is there that worm has not been telling me about. One thing that is very much a sad footnote is the lack of support from fellow Dommes as all of the messages tend to be very poorly disguised males pretending to be Females lending their 'bois' out to me or from other bois unable to read a profile. Sharing would have made this experience like my new state of sexuality 'multiplied' but maybe being selfish is the way to go as certainly those that I have extended genuine offers of friendship and my personal number to have been disappointing to say the least. Anyway Thanksgiving will be incredible as i am not lifting a manicured finger this year yet expecting a perfect festival of gastronomic delights to be paraded in front of my table while this year I dont have to think about the clean up and in fact I have somebody that is rewarded with the clean up if he is good. One and all be safe on the roads and beware of the toads !

If you read my entry then you will understand why I am reaching out to my sisters on here. Do any of you feel that you would have the courage to assert yourself more if you had a mentor or some support system, emotional or physical ? I know that the thought of my boi leaving me at this point and having to start over with another is giving me pause for thought and also cause to seek advice, so I know some of you must be in the same place. Anyone feel that a sorority if you will of similarly minded women would be a good idea where we could exchange views, ideas and techniques maybe even meeting? if the logistics work ? I am looking for new techniques that work to get me the control I need and keep my investment in this boi safely where I can monitor him. NO SUB MEN >>>NOTHING NADA>>>WE DONT NEED COFFEE>>>WE DONT NEED OUR FEET RUBBED WHILE WE TALK...GET OVER IT !

Well the craziness that is retail banking has suddenly dropped the most wonderful situation in my lap. My boi now works for the company that my fave Stud is with, how spiritually erotic that he has to thank my lover for taking over his bank now as well as taking care of me....I just totally got off on this so much more so as boi was literally downtrodden to a level that I didnt think was possible and now the relief of being back in business is 'tainted' by having this big black shadow over him at home and now at work. We all decided or rather two of us did that it was well worth celebrating and so arranged for a meal for three and just to keep him spinning when we arrived as he started to get out of the car I asked him where he thought he was going the astonished look would have been worth the price of the steak alone but then again he still had to pay but having spent time getting all primped he really thought he was getting to go out. SUCKER ! What he actually got was an Arbys and even that he couldnt eat in the car as I told him not to stink the place up as it ruins the mood, but I was entertained by my hunk and one of his colleagues and even introduced as his only reason for comin' to town so often. Married white woman and two black guys believe me the looks I got, you would have thought I was famous as heads were turning all night and after so many years of being in the background the feeling was like a three hour orgasm, closely followed by three hours punctuated by orgasms actually ;) I have raided the little mans account and am going to buy some things to keep his mind where it should be as he has been getting some ideas about this being just a phase or he will leave and that is so not going to happen.

OK so I have to admit that with all the attention from slaves on here and the personal attention I have been getting from my new b/f things seem a little confused. On one hand the need to punish my boi for the years of neglect and mental abuse he put me through (stayin out late, lyin, cheatin etc.- NEVER physical abuse) and on the other some of the guys here are so damned cute I should just trade him in. The only thing that stops me is that some of cutest guys are subs and I already have that and also under endowed and I sure as damned will NEVER go back to that Choices Choices I guess I am pro Choice after all

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