Jamesanderson75

Male Submissive, 55

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Male Submissive, 20

I look back over my journal entries and realise how pathetic I look...

Ive lived more in the last few weeks than in a long time. I've found happiness and now I think it's gone. It is my fault and no one else should take the blame. I'm stupid and accept that. I think it is time I left this site as to stay may hurt someone I care too much about.

Not only is she perfect she is my soul mate, I'm playing for keeps. I've no interest in anyone else.

There are certain times in life when you know it is right. My god this is so right. My mind, body and soul have been given freely to the most perfect lady in the world. My search is over...

My commitment is 100%. there is only one for me.

I'm powerless. The sad thing is they can't see how perfect they are to me. If they could they would know I've fallen for them 100%

I'm powerless. The sad thing is they can't see how perfect they are to me. If they could they would know I've fallen for them 100%

I'm powerless. The sad thing is they can't see how perfect they are to me. If they could they would know I've fallen for them 100%

After the worst weekend of my life I've come to realise that if you open up and let people know how you feel you can be destroyed. I also have discovered that once in a while the gods shine on you and you are blessed when an angel comes back into your life. I did seek and was rewarded. I'm never letting go again.

If 2 people hurt when it is over should it not be picked up and tried again? Life is precious and gives us few opportunities to be happy. When you are scared you run from them. It's natural yet stupid at the same time. For the first time in my life I ran to, not away but it only works if both do so. Out of respect I've deleted numbers and correspondence which include pictures of one of the most beautiful ladies I've ever been fortunate to know. It is the only way I can keep myself from communicating with her. She saw me as a player, not the lonely individual who was besotted by her. Yes I come across as the guy with everything, the job, the charm, the looks? But the truth is I just wanted someone I could fall in love with as well as be in love with. Pretty basic hey! if she had taken a gamble I would have risked everything for her. I still would... Well you all probably bored senseless by now. Sorry if you would prefer to read a lot of kink, there's plenty of it on the site so read elsewhere.

Fed up with this. When you lose perfection twice in 3 days it is time to give up.

Life is once again great.

New profile new era.

The eyes staring back at me is too much. I think my time on this site needs to end. This is a level of pain I never expected.

Well my world is now turned upside down. My perfect lady gone. Nothing more to say

My journey is complete. my soul given freely

My mind is made up. There is only one for me. Within days of meeting the most perfect girl in the world I'm hooked mind body and soul.

If you seek is the best thing that has ever happened to me. To lose her would tear my heart out.

I think I'm close to submitting completely. I have found a potential mistress on here that excites me every time I receive a message.

It feels as though people are taking my desire to serve seriously and the interest is now coming through. Next step is to commit to a mistress. It won't be long.

Still not getting much interest. Worried I will not find a mistress to own me.

Hi really new to this and not getting any interest. Please let me know what I should do

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