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UPDATE July 18, 2016: No longer with old Master, but have possibly located a new one who has more time and willingness to train the perfect submissive slut.
I am still brainy and smart (assed) as ever, but there's nothing wrong with that and no should have to hide who he or she truly is inside.
I am a submissive and I like that. I left this lifestyle for a while after I was nearly killed by some men I encountered in it. You would think that would have been enough to make me not want it again, but I spent some time in the swinger lifestyle, and although it was nice to feel safe again, it just did not satisfy my need to domination and the proper forms of abuse, torture, and punishment.
I am currently engaged to a man I met in a swinger's club, but he is fairly submissive, too, or at least he is when it comes to me. He has attempted to be more dominant, but he doesn't have a dominant bone in his body, so that aspect doesn't work all that well for me.
However, just because I am a submissive does it mean by any chance that I am submissive to just anyone anywhere. Been there, did that, not again, thank you very much. When I was in this lifestyle a few years ago, I thought a submissive did whatever the Dominant wanted no matter what. Since that time, I've learned so much and that submissives have power. Such a delightful concept.
Brainy Rubenesque. I am owned, but am also looking for others to play with and learn more about the lifestyle. I can play with others as long as my Master approves, and he would like his slave to learn more about how she can best please him.
I've been in the life for 6 months, but still have much to learn and experience. I'm a good student and willing to learn all I can about this life. I know it is the right choice for me and I can't go back to my old life. I wouldn't want to. It's too confining, and it is only in this world that I can be the real me and breathe freely.
I am a large woman and I know that's a turn off for some. Still, I also know there are others who see beauty in a woman regardless of her size. I am NOT seeking a new Master, but I would like to find someone who can compliment what he has been teaching me.
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