Please let me clairfy a few things. First i am not a switch or a Domme and have no desire to be. Second, i only take orders from One. One i know and respect and trust. i currently do not have One in my life, however please do not think that by emailing me commands i will obey or even respond i will not. Third my kids will always and forever come first. Before myself before You before my career they are my responsibilty and my priority. Anyone who cannot accept this or that thinks He can change my order of priority is mistaken and will only be wasting my time and his own. Finally, i am straight. Straight as in i dont want to play with your other subs. Not now not ever. This all sounds harsh i know. i just know what i want and what i dont. i am loyal, responsible, reliable, dependable, and a great friend to everyone i choose to let into my life. My friends often tell me that i am a rock. I am not. i am lonely and often feel like i cant keep up the crazy pace that i have taken on. i want to find someone i can be me with. Someone i can trust enough to let go to give up the control with. Someone safe and sane who also enjoys the same vanilla things i do. Someone who will take care of me. i am a caregiver by nature and professionally too. That gift will be returned many times over. If i ever find Him............LOL |