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I realised a few years ago, after some time away from the lifestyle, that submission is more to me than simply the kink I'd both thought and quite comfortably accepted it was for years.
I've played a reasonable amount over the years and have been fortunate enough to spend time with some wonderful Dominants, but have never been collared. One relationship, however, did give me a sense of what it is to be owned and it is what I ultimately seek, though not at present.
While I'm not looking to be Owned or for an exclusive relationship, I would dearly like an ongoing involvement with a Dominant or Mentor.
So who am I? Much I've yet to learn, but I do know that I'm sensitive, fun, friendly, sensual, intelligent, feisty and last but not least, tend towards poly by nature.
I am not a weekend player.
That I am poly does not mean I am willing to be a 'bit on the side' .
I am not seeking a long distance relationship (I study, so am comitted to my location and have limited time to interract online).
I am challenging. Not because I seek to be, or am, a brat; but because it is apparently in my nature to be. Respect is more than just a word.
What am I seeking?
One who touches me... balance... One who is capable of both tenderness and strength, kindness and cruelty, indulgence and firmness. One with the patience and desire to help me find, understand, accept and live all that I am capable of being.
A mentor would be a blessing.
Regards,
Isis.
p.s. This kitty has claws.
p.p.s. I no longer reply to one-liners or text-speak. If you can't be bothered to construct a sentence, I see no reason to bother replying.
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I won't say that I wish I didn't feel the yearning or longing that I do because it isn't true - I don't regret being who and what I am. But I do wish I had the ability to calm and soothe the yearning in times that it cannot be fulfilled. A thought came, just now, that maybe I should look for solace in the same tears the feeling brings, because they remind me of who I am. It does bring some comfort, only I don't seem to have the grace to make it a truth, rather than an ideal.
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Please, for the sake of your ease and my wellbeing, do not contact or seek involvement with me if you are not willing, able and capable of providing care or emotional support should we end up scening or 'playing' together.
Casual play or bottoming is very distinct from submission for me and I am clear about where those disticntions lie in discussions with someone I feel the compulsion to submit to.
Should it simply be a Top/bottom situation a call along the lines of "are you ok? are you healing?" is fine, but if your choice is to engage in activities I've made clear I am willing to do but would be acts of submission for me rather than simply mutual enjoyment of play I do expect responsibility to be taken.
To me, not to do so is thoughtless, careless and irresponsible.
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| Age: 18 |
| Portland,
Oregon |
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