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Looking again... **Looking for someone in GA**   Here is my situation. I am a smart person. I have a good job and a good degree. The vast majority of my identity is wrapped around my intelligence. I am approximately 100 pounds overweight. I don’t consider myself attractive. It makes me uncomfortable when people notice or draw attention to me physically. I have started to go to the gym on a regular basis now and that is causing more people to notice as I slowly loose weight. Sometimes I think that life would be easier if I was just stupid and pretty. As a result of the combination of those things, I can’t say that I have been very successful in terms of relationships. So I have a dilemma. I half want someone who will take the time to make me into a stupid, submissive bimbo. It will take some time to break the thoughts that go through my head, but I believe that it is possible. I have a little experience in the bdsm world as a submissive and know that I can submit to the right person. On the other half, I feel like I am starting getting to an age that I need to start thinking about settling down. I would like to getting married at some point in my life. Not immediately, but maybe starting to go down the path with like-minded people. My last relationship was not something that would ever lead to marriage since he was a good bit older than me. I don’t want to say that the time was wasted, but maybe not used to its fullest. Ideally, I would like something that would be a combination of the two. I realize that this is probably not possible. I am HSV-2 positive. I don’t do drugs and I rarely drink. I am not looking for just sex and I will not have sex on the first meeting. Trust and respect are important in any type of relationship. Therefore, for me to respect someone, I am looking for someone who is drug free, employed, and self-sufficient. Also, I am very busy during the week and only really available on the weekends. I would like someone who is willing to go out to places with me regardless of the type of relationship. Non-vanilla relationships are hard to explain to friends and would like them just to think that everything is normal. Please also be close to Johns Creek. Let me know what you think you can do for me!  
benitasweeti
 
 Age: 32
 South Shore, Massachusetts