InsomniousEyes

My name is Lex, or it's the nickname I go by. I'm 19, currently live in Germany and work as a tattoo artist. It's also where I want to continue my career. I also speak english german fluently.

I also draw/paint a lot in private, perform street music alone or with friends, or attend Poetry Slam. I use to pay a lot of video games up until about a year, but I haven't really had the chance to go back to that. But I still have nerdy tendencies, even without being up-to-date.
I listen to hardcore, industrial, progressive metal, progressive trance, psycedelic trance and all kinds of ambient music.

I have 4 tattoos, one labret and one industrial piercing. I'm 4'11" feet (150 cm) tall (or small, lol)

I'd like to say I am a easy going person, and a social butterfly. I'm not a very complicated thanks to my charismatic personality. You will know how I feel and why I feel that way at most times, I'm pretty easy to read. I wouldn't see it as a weakness though, after all I have my own opinion, my own mind and will defend it.

When people ask me, what kind of dom I am interested in, I feel a bit loss at words.

Because that's the thing. It's not the type of dom, it's the kind of feeling I get when talking, mentioning, or simply just being around the dom.
The way the dom walks, talks, their body language, the way they observe people and take their time... it's hard for me to find the rights words.

I also think there is a big difference between dom controlling the situation, and a dom controlling a person. I differentiate the two, because it's a fine line between abuse and fantasy.

I guess you could say I've only fantasized about having a D/s relationship, and have tried explaining my desires to my partners, which resulted in them thinking I was some sort of devious freak. So, in fact I have only gotten negative feedback in real life, so I thought coming here will let me open up a bit.

Don't really know what else to say now, soo, if you want to ask me something or just want to chat, feel free to message me :)