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Ok, the primary photo is demonstrating a sense of humor only, lol, still makes me laugh. Please laugh with me or even at me :). It does very accurately describe how I will see my Master, once I am claimed. :)
My journal will also shed much light on who I am.
With respect to the Doms, Dommes, and my brothers and sisters in their service, I stand before you to be judged and used in service accordingly. I have been reading voraciously the profiles of hundreds of people here on CollarMe and it seems that I have found a place where my inner self can be freely shown and my desires displayed without fear of reprisal. Pain and pleasure are gifts from those whom stand above me as I kneel before their greatness.
I believe that the sex of my Master's body does not matter in the least. IT is the soul of my Master that I serve and obey. My place should be in union with my master to serve, obey and guard. Although very submissive, when directed or called for, I will be like a tiger in defense of my owner; submissive does not mean timid.
This is my first attempt at painting my self image here. I expect many revisions as i grow and am guided by those wishing to help show me the path ahead. My feet are moving, hoping for a shepperd to give me direction.
Thank you for your time. As I should be, at your feet anticipating your needs and desires. On bent knee and with deep respct...
Pictures available upon request.
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Wow, i just read a few of the messages that i sent out to folk here on the site, and am amazed at the difference between my perception of what i thought i said as opposed to the actual words. LOL, a better way, and hopefully i'll be diciplined enough to actually do it, would be to write my note, save it as a draft and then read it again with fresh eyes before sending. Hmm, maybe just waiting until full concentration can be given to the writing is even a better plan. A stolen moment is rarely focused on the task at hand. I do this for most of my business correspondence where I am challenging what was said, done, or maybe just get in the door.
I do not send out very many first contact messages, but do try to reply to all. Being the fastest to reply is not any good if the reply is not well thought and written. |
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Hello, going to slow down here and shift gears. I'll be around every now and then but for the most part, living in the real world chasing the dream hoping to make it real. Best and warmest wishes to all. :-) |
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I both need and desire change. Sometimes it's like looking in through the widow but without the ability to get inside. |
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A blank journal entry is worse than no entry at all. That said, I will simply say that those of you who see financial domination as a major facet of the D/s relationship; you are wrong. Control of finances can be a small subset of the relationship, but never a defining trait of D/s. The D/s world is so much bigger and deeper than finance.
To those who would argue with this position, let's just call you what you are. You are Whores and thieves.
It is irritating to see so many new users who just don't get it.
New to the lifestyle is awesome. Get a mentor, join a group, and learn what it is to be in control and why we want and desire to worship you.
If you want to discuss the position, I am always willing to listen. Be well and serve with honesty.
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The gym workouts are paying dividends! Wahoo! :) |
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if I look at your profile, or send you a message and you decide I am NOT a good fit, that is completely okay. Please say so and I will not contact you again. what I do not understand, is being blocked without explanation, especially if my communication was respectful. Thank you, what do you think? |
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To be dominated by one Master, to be led by one will, to joyfully follow the lead of a superior, is not a fantasy. For this submissive it is a need, deep desire, and a requirement for my owner to be. To trust, to love, to give all that I am and will ever be to another is my wish, yet I feel as if I have stalled. Choose the right one or is it the choice that spoils the recipe. ... i do not Know... |
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Being In CollarMe has been an interesting experience. This submissive has never really been into social media, however, this site is quite addictive. I have been able to chat, lol, or try to converse with several people whom I see as kindred spirits or more accurately perhaps the better half I am missing... my Master. It is ironic to me that all day at work I am the alpha; making business happen, changing minds and thoughts and actively controlling my world. Yet, when I close the business door behind me, all I want is to be owned, claimed, and controlled by someone better and superior to me. Weather a sensual or sadistic or some mix in between, that is what I crave. So many questions, I know that I should pause because I will be told what to think, told what to do, trained and taught and led by Master. That glow is not the candle behind me it is my soul beaming with joy; it is pride in ownership. My dream, Someday |
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Be careful. Don't let someone else's hell become yours. Choose wisely. |
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ok time for some Friday humor. I sent a note to a new member of Collar Me asking for the opportunity to be considered. She replied that I did not have the level of experience that she was looking for. I have no problem with this, however, it is amazing to me how she knew that without even reading my profile. I think I was the lucky one this time. she was clearly Faking her credentials Or lack thereof. Another tourist
To be fair, I must kneel deeply to the very gracious, intelligent, and clearly superior men and women whom have replied to messages that I have sent. weather there was interest or not is not what is important. The communication, the control, the power, and the clear superiority that they demonstrated in their reply makes them truly deserving of complete devotion, worship without end, and servitude with obedience and joy. I Salute you. |
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I met a very beautiful and in control superior female online. Unfortunately, she was in a relationship that at this time is not conducive to adding a second submissive. we spoke for a week, and this morning, any chance of a relationship was put on ice for the time being. I understand and appreciate her position. She is superior in every way, and it would be like hitting the lottery to be in her service and under her domination. I do wish her the best, but the disappointment does still hurt. My search continues... |
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Today was an awesome day. I kneel to all who are dominant and seek to rein in an eager submissive. I do salute you. In service, in honor, in submission, and respect, I bow before you to acknolowage your superiority. |
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I am really enjoying going to the gym. However, it occurred to me did I should be me more expressive in what I am looking for. I must say that I love medium and big beautiful bodies. When I am in a relationship a skinny person, all I want to do is feed them lol, because I think they must be hungry. It is fun, however, probably not a good long term fit. A person with a medium or big beautiful body makes me feel very comfortable I really do love that aspect. So while I go to the gym to work out, it truly is so that I may serve better, and be of more use to the one who owns me. With great respect. |
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The gym is awesome. The way things are going, ill be back to where I want to be in a month or maybe two on the outside. The harder I work the better I can serve! What an awesome payoff!! :) |
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Taking a new turn on this old key. I guess the biggest tell about a person is if they respond or just ignore you. Collar Me has made it easy with the canned responses, so what gives. ... Ignoring someone is just rude. It all goes back to respect. Those who deserve respect respond especially if it is a no. Those without honor simply ignore.
ok, going back to the gym, lol, at least ill be sweating, even though im holding the strap, :)) gotta laugh.... |
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In looking back through those of you who have viewed my profile, it reveals some incredible and special individuals. With humility and respect, it is my wish to thank you for spending your time to learn more about who I am. This journey is revealing more to me about myself and this wonderful world we all live in. Bowing before you, thank you. |
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Some say respect must be earned yet others blindly demand that very same respect with only dancing fingers on a keyboard.
This submissive weighs the body of content in a superiors profile to weed out the scammers, flakes, and retards. Yes, theses thiefs attempt to steal the honor of those I would serve. It is the duty of every submissive to safe guard our collective owners, Masters, and sheppherds here in this house.
Respect transcends the roles in our relationships both up and down our social caste. To my brothers and sisters, safe guard the sanctuary that allows us to flourish under sweet domination. To those that I prostrate myself in front of and hope to be selected by, help us to identify you by you word which shall become our command. In honor, deed, and bond I pledge myself to you. |
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Humbly, I would like to thank those who offered guidance on my question of protocols when sending messages to those whom are superior. I believe that solid advice has been given and I shall follow it. The advice was that it would be appropriate to send a second follow up note only after sufficient time had past from the first being read. All of our lives do get busy so a note could slip through the cracks. Thank you again to those who responded. |
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Just a question of protocol, if you send a message to a dom or domme and the message is read without a reply, Is it appropriate to send a second or third message? I certainly do not wish to bother my superiors nor show disrespect, however, tenacity may be positive trait. Any help or advice is absolutely appreciated. Thank you. |
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Every morning the sun rises on a new day. The dawn notes the passing of yet another day a missed opportunity to tell those you love how you feel, those you have hurt how sorry you are, and to say hello to someone you ignored while you thought you were to busy.
That said, I am deeply sorry and ashamed of how I have treated some wonderful people that have crossed my path and touched my life. Lessons that I should have learned long ago are being listened too late in my life. I have fallen short of being honest and lived a disguise. IT was not out of malice, but more out of selfishness. I believe being shelfish is the root of most personal issues.
Every day I remind myself of who i was, whom i have emotionally hurt and how horrible it is. Although I cannot change the past, I can change my future and work toward making my future bright.
I pledge to tell you the truth the first time, good or bad, for the truth will allow us to at least keep moving, even if it is sideways for a few steps. With respect. |
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Age: 30 |
Elsewhere,
West Virginia |
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