InOnIt4You

autoclaved - check.  Soon my pretties, soon.

Bwahahaha just bought a sweet leather restraint set from monkeydungeon, a spreader bar, and a red leather whip.  Also ordered the equipment for doing some flesh pulls and my other piercing stuff came today (needles, biopsy punches, microdermals, and clamps.)  Now I just gotta get my scientist friend to autoclave my piercing and pull stuff, get a consult on giving myself the microdermals, and then its piercing time before its off to the woods for some pull-mischief.  Buying things on the internet is 100% addictive.

You know you live in a great place when you go to a bbq and at least 5 people there have studied neuroscience and have integrated theories about behavior.

Those adds on the sidebar are confusing, I mean, how can you engage in true orgasm denial over the phone?  I just don't get it.  Sure, you could deny yourself something at the request of someone on the other end of a phone but that just seems unauthentic to me.

Just ordered some new nipple clamps, a ring-gag, a 10" jelly dildo, and a set of nipple-rings connected by a chain.  Also ordered 2 micro-dermals, 2 dermal punches, some piercing needles, and some septum clamps so that I can pierce my septum and try out giving myself some microdermals.  Psyched for it all to come in the mail!

Recently Ive been wanting to get my septum repierced, and honestly I want to do it myself.  Partly because I don't want to pay some stranger who Ive only known for 5 minutes 60$ to do what I hope will be a good job.  At least if I do a piss-poor job, I'll only have myself to be angry at.  I have several years of play piercing behind me and had a close friend dermal punch my earlobes and pierce my septum, both of which were far more meaningful and comfortable experiences than getting my nipples pierced at a studio.  Time to order some septum clamps and needles.  Sizing the jewelry is the only problem.  Will probably go to a studio and have the piercer size it for me, buy the jewelry there if the price isn't too wonky, which it prolly will be knowing most studios.  Oh the dilemma!

Its amazing, being a single-male on this website, and almost any other from what Ive heard, no one ever reaches out.  Im not the kindove person who has ever really been into online friendships because almost always the other person is just fucking with you, some manipulative person just getting-off on lying and toying with people.  Being on here has really shown me how strong the gender rolls are, somewhat stronger it seems in the bdsm community.  Women wait to be gotten, and men are supposed to try to get.  Well just so yall know, men want to be got after, we don't all want to chase a woman around begging for her attention and vying with every other warm blooded male in a 20ft radius.  I hate that bullshit, its such a waste of time.  Your not gods gift to the human race like your profile says, there is no god.

Its one of the reasons I never go to bars, or clubs, aside from the fact that my hearing is wicked fucked up so I cant be in places that loud, I just hate the social dynamics that exist there.  Anyone else hate that dynamic?  Women being chased, men chasing?

I love drooling, I think its an odd result of pornography watching.  Only when its sexually charged though, just plain old sleeping drooling on the pillow is funny and cute, not sexy