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Let me start by saying, "Hey" and we'll go from there, shall we?
Hey! lol
Before anything else: I have a child, if you have an issue with it, move along. If you wish to use or abuse him, you are getting to dangerous waters because I will maim (in a bad way) for his safety. Wanted to make that clear. Carrying on!
Look, my old profile introduction was really bitchy and I have it in my journal if you're interested. It boiled down to: I'm sick of getting perverted messages by people who don't know me, I'm tired of being disrespected... So, when you e-mail me, please try to remember that you're making a first impression and if you want to come across as a perv or an asshole, say what you will... if you want a chance to actually get to know me, talk to me like a fellow human being, with courtesy, a measure of respect and moderate what you talk about until you know me. I'm really not a horrible person and I'm not asking a lot.
That being said, I'll move on to who I am.
I am a single mother who is very protective of her little boy - like I said. He's a two year old and he is my world. If you're not comfortable with a sub who has a son, then I'm not the one for you; however, I'm always looking for more friends. :)
I'm loyal to those who show me loyalty, monogamous to those who practice monogamy, love those who show me real love, respect those who show me, earn and deserve my respect... You get what you give, so if you treat me like crap...
My best and most trusted friend had been my Top for over a year and a half, off and on, but he's gone. He moved to be with his wonderful girlfriend and I miss him, but she makes him happy and I will not begrudge him his happiness....
Meeting is a requirement before any play, and that does not mean that we meet and play the same day. Please be patient. Also note that I have a boyfriend currently. I will not be playing with any men, as per his and my agreement, and women will only be allowed with him there. You must be fine with this because I will not disobey him in this.
I won't live the lifestyle around my son, so please understand this. I am NEVER looking for TPE, so please understand that it won't ever happen -- whether within my current or future (if there is anyone beyond my current) relationships. I won't have my life micromanaged so please don't try. I am a submissive in MANY ways, but not all, and I'm definitely not a slave or pet.
Like I said above, I am *always* looking for friends so feel free to e-mail me, even if I'm not what you're looking for!
Just...please punctuate your e-mail so I know where your sentences end. lol!! ^_^
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I got glasses... Um, hoorah?!
I think they look quite nice on me and my boyfriend likes them. His opinion matters very much to me...
What do you think? New picture posted... Stupid webcam quality picture, but it works! My digital has gone missing. *frown*
Sorry I disappeared for so long!
~Innocent Temptress~ |
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Wow. I met a guy from here who was really sweet, and a definite Dom -- which I can never be sure of when talking to those who profess how "dominant" they are -- and I thought things were going well, but he deleted his profile here. Didn't tell me why he did, but he did. Now, he hasn't answered my calls or texts, so I'm going to give up on contacting him for now, and see if he gets a hold of me. Hm. I wonder what happened...?! |
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So... Tonight was spectacular.
My Top, who I suppose I should now merely refer to as Eric, has his girlfriend up for the weekend. The one he's moving to go live with. Anyhow, she's a fabulous woman. <3
So, we went out, did Karaoke -- kind of an early send-off for Eric since he's leaving here in about a week. His girlfriend is not just gorgeous but talented! That woman can SING. I was pushed into going up and doing a song, so I picked an old familiar fave that I'd sing along with while cleaning -- Daydream Believer, by The Monkees. THEY said I sounded good. *blush* I don't like singing in public.
Anywho! After we ALL got up (there were more than just us in our "group", obviously) and did Summer Lovin' - From Grease - it was time to leave.
Eric, his girl and I all went back to Eric's. I *love* asphyxiation play. It takes a LOT for me to be able to trust someone that much, but Eric has earned it time and time again. *soft smile* Mmmmm... Well, long story short, I passed out three times from his oh-so-strong hands around my neck, and had more orgasms than I could possible count. By the end of the night, I was only orgasming, no fluid left.
Then, I got a treat! I got to go down on Eric's wonderful, delicious girlfriend. She tasted wonderful and was SO much fun. Mmm. I hope I did well enough. She praised my skill but I still hold doubt. Maybe I just crave to always do better. I don't know.
I have a new found love for women with their hoods pierced. I'm seriously considering getting up the balls to have mine done. My problem is that I'm shy. I don't like opening my legs to someone I don't know. Eric's girlfriend and I have been getting to know each other for the last year, so it was not an issue with her. Besides, Eric wouldn't still be with her if she wasn't good people. <3 <3 <3
So... My breasts are sore, from being mauled, my face is full of burst capillaries, my pussy is sore because I was fisted, my legs are weak from post-coital shakiness... Mmmm. This is a night for the memory banks.
Well. I would go more detailed but I have a headache and I neeeed sleep. G'night and Blessing to you. |
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ANOTHER profile change... Here's the old introduction:
I want to apologize for the following sounding bitchy but I'm tired of people being inconsiderate and rude -- you don't know me so you have no right to talk to me like you do!
Really, mainly, you need to know that I'm really accepting of almost everything. I love people, I love a good time, I love my son... I am loyal to those who show me loyalty, respect those who earn, deserve and reciprocate respect. I try to be a good person, I try to be giving, I try to make people happy... so feel free to e-mail me. But, still, read all of what I've written because I'm not happy with how I've been talked to on here.
So! First thing is first.
When you e-mail me, I want it to be properly punctuated (or at least close to it) - please!!
~~Oh, and no crude language including "preemptive cyber-talk". I ask this out of demand for respect because I'm tired of being disrespected. I'm not into that, so please take heed. Anyone who doesn't will be deleted.
I have a son and I live with my brother and his family who are Jehovah's Witnesses, so I do NOT have a play friendly home. Don't ask to be openly D/s around them because I will tell you no and close our chapter in the first couple pages.
I am not looking for anything more than friends right now. I am not jumping into anything. Now, this includes sex. If you proposition me, you will be deleted and probably blocked. Just so you know. Again, it boils down to respect and I believe that even the submissive deserves some respect. If you can't respect me, then how can I know that I can trust you to respect my calling safe words?
I am just now starting to get a little involved in the local community here and so I am starting to meet real-life like-minded people, which has made me very happy since my current Top will be leaving me to move down south at the end of the summer.
I may be considering a good friend or two for "play dates" but nothing involving penetration (toys or person-to-person), or asphyxiation ("breath play") right out the gate. Sorry, but you EARN my trust, it's not freely given. The ONLY person that I've ever trusted from the get-go is my current Top and it's worked very well. I'm looking for the same level of connection I have with him, just with another person.
Everything in purple, below, is what I will be seeking in either a play-partner or in a long term relationship. If you're only looking for friends (no play involved at all), then please jump to the next bit of black text you see after that. :D
OK, nothing is coming across purple, so this is where purple starts!!!
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That said, here is what I'm looking for in an eventual Top/Dom/play partner:
1) Someone I can trust with my life because play can be dangerous - like "breath play," for instance.
2) The feeling that this person IS DOMINANT to ME. This is not in sheer physical strength but in personality as well. I need to have the force of personality there that I can respect, trust, and bow to.
3) Someone who will respect my hard limits and who will, in time, push my soft ones. My hard limits are hard limits for definite reasons. Like Ass Play - Anal.. I Do Not Do It. My current Top has said that he would like to try and if I could trust ANYONE to try, it'd be him... but when it came up during a scene, I couldn't. He gave me an ultimatum: if I asked for release again, I had to at least try a finger and if I was uncomfortable, he'd stop... My body wouldn't even get to the breaking point, I had no need to ask for permission. **I Can Not Do It, so don't try.
4) From here on in the numbered list-- If this is a relationship, instead of just a play partner, take into account the first three, then add these to it! I'll eventually be looking for someone who is financially secure. You don't have to be rich or anything of the like, but I'm looking for someone who's not on the brink of having their lights turned off every month because they can't keep up on their bills. I'm not looking for hand-outs or a free ride because I'll work my ass off, but I want --- No, I NEED someone who is responsible. Which leads me to #5.
5) You will respect the fact that I have a son and he comes before you do. I do NOT live the lifestyle around him and you Will Not do so either. I am a protective mommy so you had better watch it. I may be submissive, and I may be submissive to you, but I will be your worst nightmare if you lay a hand on my child. Similarly, if you think you come before him, you're sadly mistaken and you might just want to save your time by not contacting me. You never will come before him as long as he's in my care. If we're together and he's an adult, then he can fend for himself, but until then... He is my life, first and foremost, not you. Live with it or don't bother.
6) I am interested in people who are serious about sharing their life with their submissive, without being over-bearing. I have dreams, too, so let me live. Life is too short to have everything micro-managed.
7) I am a college student currently, looking for my place in the professional world, so understand this and let me learn. Let me experience life. I'm still young -- I'm only 22 -- and I don't want to be stuck doing the same thing for the rest of my life. I'll be looking for someone who's open and like-minded.
8) I need someone who will listen and then communicate properly to me. If I think you're being an idiot, I'll tell you (but in a nicer way, most of the time) and you're welcome to punish me if I'm too rude... but listen to what I have to say before you react. Sometimes (often) I'll take you by surprise. Likewise, try to make sure I listen to what you have to say before I react... punish me if I don't listen well enough.
Hopefully y'all get the idea by now.
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I'm sorry about the tirade earlier, but so many people have been e-mailing and being disrespectful that I had to put my foot down somewhere. And this is where it ended up.
Holy hell this is long. Congratulations if you've managed to stay with me for this long!! It's late and I'm rambling.
Blessings to you and yours. |
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I'm re-doing my introduction, but -for those who didn't see me before this, I'll have it in this journal entry. There are just TOO many people who don't get the message, so it's just being revamped.
Prior introduction on my profile was this:
I've had one successful top, the others tried but they never quite hit the nail on the head, but he had.
I do not have a 'play friendly' environment in my home -- I live with family and I have a son. I am looking for a healthy person to top me by force of personality, *not only* sheer force.
I am curious about many things, I've not been exposed to tons of things but I enjoy floggings, spankings, and a caring/compassionate dom who will hurt me but pick up the pieces. I am not asking to be treated as a child and asked every 5 minutes if I'm ok, but I am expecting a level of love to be put forth to show me that I am valued. You only get from me as much as you put in, so I will not give all of me for no reason.
I need someone I can trust, who is safe and clean. Someone who is fine with who I am and is fine with kids. I have one child, he goes with me where I go, I do not live the lifestyle in front of him so if you think you come before him... you are sadly mistaken.
Don't like hearing that? Tough cookies.
I will not budge when it comes to my son, no matter how submissive I may be otherwise. You had better understand that and accept it, or don't get in touch with me.
That said...
I am having a fun time talking to people on here.
I am open, so feel free to type up a message and ask me whatever you feel like. If I do not feel comfortable answering, then I will tell you and we can either talk about something else or you can let me fall by the wayside. It is up to you.
I love friends, can never have too many, so if I'm not what you're looking for but you think I'm interesting, then send me a message. |
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...So... Tonight was better than ANY amount of sex could EVER be...
Tonight.... It was... amazing. I've had experiences and have done scenes. I love being beaten, etc but I've not had anything like this...
I turn 22 here soon (9 days, I think) and so I was "forced," by a good female friend (Call her "Zodiac") to pick 5 people, each of whom were to give me 22 swats each, but I had to be very specific with them so that they wouldn't take "artistic liberties" with me. My exact phrasing was, "Would you, please, do me the honor of giving me 22 open hand birthday spankings, Sir (or Miss)?"
So, Zodiac told me to ask each one politely, and I was taught -previously by a couple who are completely different/separate from those I was with tonight- to kneel with eyes averted and ask permission/favors/etc that way. Well, a quite magickal lady (let's call her "Infinity") made me beg... I really like her. She's won a piece of my heart and I've only met Infinity a couple times and spoken to her about two or three times that many.
Back to the story! -- As it happens, I picked 5 of the most trust worthy (in Zodiac's opinion, and I trust her...) people of the group, but I also happened to pick 5 with the hardest hitting (wonderful) spanking hands! OW! *smile*
I got 110 birthday spankings -total- by the hardest smacking hands there (did I mention that they spank quite hard?! I think I have...but it's only been mentioned 2 or 3 times) and I am now the proud owner of lovely welts... which I can feel through my denim skirt!! Oh and, one gentleman -who enjoyed flogging and whipping me, then spanking me later, to boot-, said I had an ass that could fry an egg. :D (that smile doesn't seem big enough...)
Also, just to throw it in there... Earlier in the evening, I received a good (but not severe) caning to the ass by a lovely Mistress...who later was one of those who spanked me. Can I not learn?! lol
So... I've sent a pleading text, to my very good friend (who's the top mentioned in my profile), regarding skipping birthday spankings when he and I get together for my birthday... I hope he's merciful enough to grant me that!
Ohhh...! Just so happy to have found a niche that I can fit into. People I can be that side of me around.... Mmmm.
I'm dreading the subdrop though. :( I've never had it bad but this could be not so nice. I'll handle it, though!! :D I'm a big, tough, sub... I can do it. :P If not, I'll call one of the aforementioned friends and say "HELP!" :)
Outtie for now... Blessings!
PS. Also tried out a violet wand, too. Found that I LOVE the contact work that you can do, especially if you use a knife. *heart thump* It's...amazing. :D It has most of the bite of being cut, with no marks. It was yummy. ---- Slightly different note... Last night was the first time I'd ever been whipped. :D It was quite awesome, too, but I still prefer my floggings. :P |
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Well... I'm currently sitting in a bathtub listening to music, hoping to hell I don't get my laptop wet. That would suck.
If you've made it this far, then you should know something about me.
I'm bi. Now, let me elaborate on that. I'm bi with the right woman. Not with every woman. I can go along with the flow with women that I don't click with but you'll notice the difference if I click with the lady or not. Trust me.
That being said, I'm going to go back about my business in the tub. Time to shampoo my hair, so it's understandable that I'm going to stop typing at this point. ;)
Oh, and if you e-mail me something about my bath (be it "I wish I could join you" or "that's sexy" or...etc) prepared to have your message deleted. I am forewarning you so you'll be prepared.
Blessed Be. |
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WARNING: Any institutions using this site or any of its associated sites for studies or projects - You do NOT have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current and future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications. It is recommended that other members post a similar notice to this.
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| Age: 25 |
| Santa maria,
California |
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