Fear- (noun) a distressing emotion aroused by impending danger, evil, pain, etc., whether the threat is real or imagined; the feeling or condition of being afraid.

Fear is such a tricky thing for me. I am fearful about many aspects of this lifestyle. How do I know if a person is safe? Will I come back after meeting up with  person? Will that person take it to far? Will I survive? No matter how safe you try to be, something can always go wrong. Fear, in part, draws me to want to experiment with this lifestyle, but it also makes it so I am weary. I want to be apat of this lifestyle so badly but my fear is preventing me, but the fear is also motivating me. Fear has been making me think quite  bit. My goal is to one day be owned by a Master, but will the fear even stop there? Or is it something that must be present in this lifestyle?