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Im not looking to be a 247 sub as Ive never played with anyone before but, I am looking for a dom to show me the ropes and teach me how to be a sub to a real man. Please teach me how to worship and submit, Sir.
I started playing with big dildos about 10 years ago and learned how pleasurable it is to have a large cock in my ass. I then started using clothespins and nipple clamps and nipple suckers with the dildos and I learned about using pain to increase my pleasure tolerances. Then I added using a collar and I started to feel for the first time my submissive side and a desire to submit to men sexually. Then about a year ago I started using a chastity device. I started off slowly wearing the device off and on, wearing it for longer each time. Ive currently been wearing it for over 53 days and I love every second of it. I love the frustrated feeling I get from it knowing that I want to cum but, also knowing the time and work it takes to cum anally which, I learned to do when I started locking up my clitty. All of these things make me feel very submissive when playing alone but, I want a man to take me there. I want a man to tease me and torment me and edge me for hours and not let me cum and make me service him in every way that he wants only letting me cum when he decides its time.
When I prepare properly I can go into subspace every time and just lose myself in the pleasure of what is happening to me. I also really want to experience all of this while being fisted. That has been a fantasy of mine for more than 10 years now is to be fisted until I cum. And then maybe fisted some more. I cant quite get my own hand all the way into my doughnut hole but, Im pretty close to being able to. And I love the satisfaction that I feel knowing that I just came without touching myself at all.
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