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It's been a while since I've updated my profile. I did have a large wall of text, but during an impulsive moment a few months back, I deleted everything. Now I'm regretting it, because I feel like that wall of text really explained what I was looking for in a relationship with my future Dominant or Master.
No worries though, I guess there's always time to start anew and create something even better than the original.
My name is Mona. I'm currently a college student. I am not from Illinois; I put down a random state because I'm pretty paranoid when it comes to random weirdos tracking me down. We all know how easy it is these days to be a stalker. Ever watch the news? Anyway, asides from this lifestyle, I like to dabble in art, music, writing, cooking, reading, eating, watching movies, and traveling (although I haven't had much money to travel as a student with loans).
I first became interested in this lifestyle in middle school when I saw a random pop-up on my computer that had a girl in bondage. From then on, I guess I was intrigued with the kinky stuff. Don't get me wrong-- vanilla sex is great and romantic, but it just doesn't excite me the way hair-pulling, biting, and having my wrists tied do.
However, that being said, I will divulge that I am not a woman without baggage. I think any reasonable person can understand that everyone has some kind of baggage when they reach a certain age. And if you're my age (twenty) and you still haven't had hurdles thrown into your life, then you are pretty lucky. But my baggage isn't totally normal. My first experience with this lifestyle changed me in a way that I wish I could reverse. I was used for his pleasure and then thrown to the side when he was done. In no way did he foster any loyalty from me or any love. For some insane reason, one that makes no sense to me now, I stayed in a relationship with him for five months. It was physically, mentally, and emotionally abusive. I am now wary of all men and have an inferiority complex.
I still believe though, that with the right Dominant or Master, he can help me move on. I don't dwell on that relationship in my daily life, but I think that when it comes to intimacy, I can't help but feel hesitant. I feel that if I can find someone to trust in, who'll treat me as I feel anyone should be treated, I can grow and become a stronger person.
I am not looking for someone to micromanage my life. I am not a damsel in distress, mind you. I am someone with ambition and life goals. I am thinking about pursuing a graduate degree and starting my own business in the future. I don't need someone to take care of me financially (although that would be a plus, haha), and I don't want someone to boss me around when it comes to what I can do with my life. I do want someone who supports me, but tells me the truth when it comes to big decisions. I do want someone who can act professional in public. I do want someone who's assertive (as a Dominant, I doubt you aren't), intellectual, emotional, and funny. Humor is really important to me!! You can look suave all you want, but if we can't laugh together, it's not going to work out. I'm also a huge family person, so if family is not your thing, then... I'm not sure I'm the girl for you.
I'm picky, but I'm a firm believer that there's someone out there that fits my desires. Why underestimate the male population. Can you rise up to the challenge?
(Oh, did I mention I can bake killer cakes?)
Haha, message me if you think we'd have a great conversation. Tell me a bit about yourself, make sure you have spell check on, and I'll try to reply as soon as I can. :)
Note: I am not of the Indian ethnicity.
Public Message: I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR SCHLONG!! God, is it really that hard to keep your penis to yourselves and out of your pictures?? I feel like my eyes are being raped when I profile surf!
IMPORTANT: I do not drink alcohol, smoke, or do any illegal drugs. I do not have any sexually transmitted diseases or chronic/terminal diseases. I do not own any children and have never been married/divorced. I expect all these from my partner. If you are a social drinker, that is acceptable as long as you don't get drunk.
Any institutions or individuals using this site or any of its associated sites for studies or projects - You DO NOT have permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current and future. If you have or do, it will be considered a violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications. It is recommended that other members post a similar notice to this or you may copy and paste this one.
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If you're a Dominant and you look at my profile, but you don't message me, that says to me that you weren't interested in what you saw. I might go take a look at your profile for shits and giggles, but I'm not going to message you unless your profile just blows me away. |
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One of my friends said this to me: Is breath liom Mona, ta ag cluiotchan freisin :)
Supposedly it means, "I like Mona and I want to hug her."
Anyone speak Irish? |
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I think it's interesting that CollarMe allows its users to see when their message has been read, etc. I recently looked through the list and saw that two people had deleted my messages without reading them first. It really made me think.
1) They accidentally deleted it when bulk deleting.
2) They really didn't care what I had to say.
3) They knew it wasn't a nice message because they'd just sent me a chat request without messaging me first. (Do I need to put on my profile that I don't accept chat requests until some messages have been sent back and forth first?)
The first reason-- I've actually done before. And because I regularly delete old messages and just keep the newest one, sometimes I lose the message forever, which sucks.
The second reason... I guess I don't really care about that happening, because if the person didn't care about what I had to say, then it's probably not going to be a good friendship, much less a relationship.
The third reason, well, good riddance. They've saved me the trouble of typing out a reply. |
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No! I'm not into diapers! xDD LOL! I can't help but just... laugh when I see that as a fetish listed. I have nothing against people who get the hots for that, but personally... I cannot take someone seriously if they ask me to do something like that. Thankfully, I've never had that requested of me. Otherwise I would embarrass both the person asking and myself by bursting out in laughter. |
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If there's anything I've realized, it's that when I see users with usernames like, "fuckUslut," I don't even glance at their photo or profile. Furthermore, if the photo is of a person's slave, an anime icon, or of the user flipping me off/smoking, I also do not waste time on their profile. If the picture is okay, and the username is okay, but then their profile description has grammatical and spelling errors, I navigate to the next profile. If there are no errors, but no information about the user's personality are given, I move on. Am I picky? Of course! When it comes to searching for a Dom/Master, I'm dedicated toward finding the person most suited for me and who will help me grow. |
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To everyone I was corresponding with, I'm very sorry for my absence. School has started and I have been very busy with my academia, volunteerism, and work. I will probably be unable to respond for a few more weeks. --mona |
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What's with admirers? Do you guys just like standing afar and doing nothing? Are you jacking off to my text? You just click the button to favorite me and then... nothing? Talk about sending mixed messages. If you're a dominant, stop being a pussy and just message me. Otherwise, DE-admire me. Thanks. But no thanks. But kind of thanks. Mm... no, nevermind.
(And I just realized that apparently all my entries have been center aligned. What?? I didn't do that on purpose.) |
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Smack me. Just do it. And not in the, maybe-it'll-feel-good-because-I-have-a-fetish-for-this-lifestyle kind of way, but in the kill-me-now-but-not-totally way.
PLEASE DO NOT SEND ME ADDITIONAL MESSAGES IF I HAVE NOT MESSAGED YOU BACK FOR A WHILE.
There's a reason it's taking me a while. I hate to sound like a bitch, but I'm either:
1) Busy.
2) Busy.
or
3) I don't think you're worth my time (even for a reply to say that).
So please >_< you people are driving me nuts, and the more persistent you are about talking to me, the more I'll feel resistant toward talking to you! |
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Is it really necessary? Do you have to put a photo of your genitals as your profile picture? My reaction is ALWAYS, "Oh god! (click anywhere in my window to navigate away)"
I DON'T HAVE ANY INTEREST IN SEEING YOUR PRIVATES. THANK YOU. |
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God, it's only been, what, two days? I already feel like I've exhausted this community. Maybe I'm just really impatient... I always have unrealistic expectations, and then when I'm disappointed, I tend to blame it on others. And the worst thing about it is that even though I'm conscious of that fact, I still sometimes do it. I make excuses because I tell myself that there were logical reasons behind those expectations.
Disappointment... burns. |
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First off, I'd just like to say that Best Choice does not know how big Jumbo eggs really are, because when I opened up a carton of their Jumbo eggs, they were so small!
Second off,I looked at some other profiles of female subs, and... what is with all of them being 130 lbs or under? Like, damn! Do I need to start working out to keep up with the slave market?? xDD I KNOW some of these girls weigh more, cause they look like they got some serious junk in the trunk. Either every girl on here is skinny, or some of them are fibbing. (Lol, I'm going to be so envious if I find out that their weight is true xD) Who's with me?!?
Third off, with regards to anal sex... I've tried one finger up my ass before, and it felt nice, but I'm not sure about full on anal sex... I'm willing to try watersports (play involving urine) to an extent (remember how I'm kind of a germaphobe?), such as having to pee in front of my master.
Haha, /first post. |
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| Age: 25 |
| Lake wood,
New Jersey |
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