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indigoiiis

I am looking for someone who is mainly Dominant, and willing to stand up to me. I am a very strong individual woman with a desire for trust.

Am I looking for a lifestyle change? No. Yet it isn't about fantasy either. Its about finding my limits, confronting my fears, and being vulnerable to another. I want someone who will push me when I do not know where to push next.

I also look for a man who is confident and strong enough to laugh, play, and listen to me when I have something to say.

I am not looking for a fling, or a one-night sexual escapade. I want someone who will like me for me, not just what I can do for them in the moment. I want to be able to be the submissive, to be afraid, and yet trust.

I want a friend, long-term. Whetever else can happen past that is up to time and fate.
12/1/2005 11:05:02 PM
i am so tired.  tired of not being enough.  tired of not finding honesty.  tired of being alone.
but i refuse to comprimise.  i deserve all i desire.  its not a lot.  i want someone who knows themselves, wants to explore life, and can accept and love me.  i want a friends before i want a lover.
11/28/2005 11:49:44 PM

I am now online from home, which is allowing me to be much more active about seeking others, both online and in person.  I am not looking for a cyber sex pal.  I will enjoy chatting with others as open and curious as I am, but don't send me a message unless you want to follow up.

5/16/2005 5:46:23 PM
Please contact me only if you are truly dominant, strong, honest, and intelligent.  I need someone who can truly top me, and I am a very strong person with a very active mind.  You need to be able to get ahead of me and stay there.  I am not in this just for kinky sex.  In fact I consider that a bonus, not the focus.  The focus is trust, control, and breaking down limits.  Can you break me?  Can you tell me who you are and why you are dominant?  Are you truly patient and severe and consistent? 

If this is just weekend fun, superficial pleasure, and a side note of your personality... do not contact me.
3/5/2005 1:54:03 PM
On a related note - I am currently online from the library, woe is me.  So, until I have a computer again at home, replies may be sporadic.  Don't give up hope, I will reply as soon as I can.
3/5/2005 1:53:08 PM
Journaling is up!  wow, finally.

Only now I have little to say.  big sigh.  If you wanna know more about me ask.  I am very into conversations of curiousity.  I will ask most anything that comes to mind, so dont be offended.  On that note, its nearly impossible to offend me either, I will just ignore you for being a jerk if needed.