i've been "upgraded" to wearing "real" diapers at night, only because he says this way i won't leak every morning when i have to pee after a night of sleeping. i dont pee in my sleep or anything, but i do pee a lot in the mornings. pullups just can't hold it.

all of you should know that I came home today to a panty drawer filled with pullups. apparently he's hidden them all (including the dirty ones!), and will decide when they're to be returned.

even though i'm not really diapered fulltime, i'm now having to take diuretics and lots of water just to make sure i'm always peeing. weird feeling!