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Hi,
I'm not good with these introductions so I will just write what I'm looking for.
Shortly put; I'm looking for suffering. Agony. Despair.
Firstly in online relationship, but hoping it will become real relationship later.
It doesn't have to, but it would be nice.
Relocating in Europe is possible, other parts or the world, well, not likely.
Back to my 'likes'.
I'm old enough to know what I want so it really is like this; I want to suffer.
Not some short hard session that gives a relief afterward, but never ending, ever growing suffering. Physical and emotional agony. Feeling of despair.
I want to feel fear of coming day when I wake up in morning. Despair at evening when I know that tomorrow is at least as hard and won't give any relief.
That's what I'm looking for. I know it's a lot, but what can I do. I crave it.
It may be too much for me, but if it is, it is. I asked for it. And wanted it.
So, if you're creative and evil. Send me a message.
in despair
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