I am a slave not a sub. what that means to me is not that i do not have wants and needs but that i put my Mistress or Masters wants or needs above my own and it is not that i am an idiot who is going to turn over all my finances to anyone at least not for years of a full time relationship. what it means is that i don't want to make any decisons of what i do what i say what i wear what i eat where i sleep where or when i use the bathroom when i speak nothing it means i have no right to privacy no right to come and go as i please and things like that. but it does not mean i am not intelligent or that i cannot hold a converstaion if it is desired that i do it is not that i am stupid. it is that i like to be totally controlled and have a set of rules to live by such as not being allowed to wear clothes or not being allowed to use the furniture or the bathroom facilities or not being allowed to stand except when told or speak except when told and things like that. in private or in public it makes no difference to me. i am a slave and my Mistress or Master is that where ever and when ever. it means you can degrade, humiliate, embarrass and abuse me privately as well as publicly. Nothing could humiliate or degrade me enough for what I am. Let the entire world know I am your property and show them all how I will do absolutely anything to please you.
i have served as both slave and sub in a 24/7 relationship twice in my past. i am completely dedicated to pleasing my Dom/me. i want and need to serve, it is what i exist for. in private as well as semi public or public if you desire. In my past servitude i was unable to do anything in public due to my job, now however, i am retired and although i have another job it is not as much in the public eye and therefore i have no reason i cannot serve in any aspect you desire. i am drug and disease free, i drink alcohol rarely. i am looking for a 24/7 LTR now however i think it best if i serve part time for now and if it turns into 24/7 then thats great. i am available weekends and could be available during the day or evenings on weekdays with a day or so notice to make arrangements at work. i do not need to be financially supported i am perfectly capable of supporting myself and helping with the household finances. my only limits are no permanent marks, no body modification, and i am not a financial slave or an ATM pig. That being said i do not mind buying you things within my budget or helping with bills again within my budget. While i do not consider myself a masochist i have a moderate tolerance for pain and am not opposed to it. .