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Male Dominant, 59, Bridge of Sighs, Georgia
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About Imloyal2u
Already completely and totally owned by my husband and master. I love him always.� I am always looking for friends in the lifestyle. While living in Roanoke i had a ball with our once monthly female submissive social group. i met my best friends there. two of my friends have since passed away, and i'd like to meet some new friends who are closer to home.
So if you are a female submissive near Gloucester, York county, Williamsburg and want to start a social group, please let me know. i really miss them. |
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i need to get back to this... it focus' my thoughts and my life. i have to get back to the basis of who i am.... i've been away from it due to various life things, and i really need to submit daily to my Husband and Master. i love you babe! |
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It's been a while, and this time of year always gets me down. It's a bad time of year for Master too, so he's not much support. i just wished the holidays didn't have so many expectations of what the "perfect" christmas is. Christmas has never been perfect and therefore is always a failure because it is expected to be perfect. i just wish i could be curled up in Master's arms, under his protection and safe. But alas, that is not possible. |
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Master had to put the boy down while i was away. i was very upset for not being able to be here, but it was important that he not suffer any longer. i miss that doofy dog terribly. Master can be in a foul mood now because he loved that dog dearly. |
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It's been a while, our boy is still hanging in there. i'm going to be gone for nearly a week, i hope he makes it until i get home. i'm going to miss Master too... :) |
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So far our little boy is hanging in there. i'm thankful. Master is now sick, so i need to care for him. i really miss spending good quality dungeon time with Master.... hopefully one day... |
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This is now becoming a very busy time of year. my nephew graduates from high school in 2 weeks, so i'll be gone from home for a week. With our 6 y/o so sick i am torn between going and staying. Though i know my parents will be there, and they won't be around forever either. It's kinda of a long trip about 10 hours by car, almost as long by plane as there are no direct flights. i do like to see my family, and i will miss Master dreadfully. i know this sounds like i can't make up my mind, and well.. i can't. |
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Master talked to a former vet of ours who knows our dogs, and he pretty much confirmed what we've already found out. The 2-3 months is optomistic. i'm hoping it is closer to that. i've been taking lots of pictures of the 4-legged babies, and plan to have a picture commissioned by a local artist who does wonderful work from photographs. On other fronts, i still need to have more control taken from me. i'm getting overwhelmed by too many decisions that need to be made so i often stand paralyzed and unable to get anything done because of my indeciviness. i'm not sure that this makes sense, but it's the way i feel. |
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A few more days have passed, and we now have confirmation from the outside lab. Lymphoma is the diagnosis, and our baby boy has but 2-3 months... but from what i read 4-6 weeks is more likely.
i really need to lose control of this mess. i don't do well having to make decisions about stuff like this. Actually, i'd rather just fly so i'm oblivious to the whole situation. i don't do well with this kind of stuff... i'd rather not deal with it at all. |
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We've had 24 hours now to assimilate the information about our baby. We have decided against chemo. Even though he would probably respond and live an additional year or so, how can we put a price on his life. We just don't want him weakened, and our other males to see it as an opportunity to attack him... sooooo.. we're going to just give him all the love we can, enjoy our remaining time, and when the time is right, we'll both be there as he crosses the rainbow bridge. The depression will take a while to go away, but we know that he'll be able to have the best life that he can until that time. We also have the benefit of knowing that his progeny is out there. |
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i need to start journaling.... it has helped me in the past and right now things are very tumultuous. i have been with Master since October of 2000. He really is my life. i want to do everything i can to please him, to make him happy. We don't have human children, but we have our 4-legged kids. We found out today that one of our babies has lymphoma. With chemo he could live maybe another year or year and 1/2. Without a few months. This has been a very trying time. When i get upset/depressed, i prefer to be comforted, held, hugged, Master on the other hand wants to be alone. This of course, makes me feel even more alone.... |
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