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| I last logged on to this site 7 months ago and much has changed for me since then ? to the point where I have decided to re-write my profile. So here goes?
I have been pursuing my interest in submission and bdsm for over 12 months now, and during this time have had several liaisons with Dominant men, both long and short term, fleeting and deeply intimate.
I?ve learnt a lot ? about myself and my submission, about what I thought I was capable of and what I really am capable of at this point in time. I look back at what I wrote a year ago and see how na? and fantastic my desires were!
So here is some of what I have learnt:
- Despite set backs and some heartache I still wish to pursue this path.
- I still wish to pursue it with the view to/in the context of a relationship.
- I am in no way ready for a 24/7 D/s relationship. If this were to ever happen, it would happen over time ? and I mean years.
- I want someone who is prepared to work with me at my pace. I feel I still need to do a lot of work learning the basics. So, if you are a lifetime practitioner you may feel frustrated with me ? I am very much a novice and may not be capable of carrying out your wishes. It could be I need to be with a man who is starting out as well, or is several years in.
- There is no space on this site to discuss preferences so I will state here some of what I am interested in:
- I have discovered I love the Daddy/little girl role and feel this could be the key to my submission. A key phrase has emerged for me: I want to ?be good for Daddy?. I don?t believe the role of Daddy is contingent on age ? you might be younger than me but feel good being a Daddy Dom.
- I love to fuck and need this to be a big part of my relationship.
- I retain my right to negotiate and use safe words.
- I want to learn how to cum when flogged. I want to be made to crawl on the floor and lick your boots. I want my cunt to drip with desire. I want orgasm deprivation and forced orgasms. I want to learn to love bondage. Candle wax, a knife run against my skin? there is of course much more. The key word? Sensuality. I want to cum a lot and I want to learn how to love pain.
- I don?t wish to be micro-managed. If you want TPE, there are others you can contact.
- Fun!
There are of course some things I wrote a year ago that still hold true. Here they are:
- If you are married, partnered or involved in a relationship - vanilla or otherwise - don't contact me. No third parties, or fourth or fifth.
- Obviously I want active participation. So if you're after email or IM play (initial contact excluded, of course) or you're reluctant to meet in real time, don't contact me.
- In my daily life I'm assertive and confident. I'm socially active with a circle of wonderful friends. I have family interstate who are important to me.
- Professionally, I have a job I love. I'm ambitious and motivated and will be putting a lot of energy into my work over the next few years.
- Physically, most find me attractive. I turned 40 in August (!) but look 10-15 years younger. A little girl indeed : ) Of course I am more than happy to send a pic should we get on.
- Personally, I've undertaken self-development work for more than ten years and am stable and grounded with a high EQ. Spiritually, I am interested in mysticism, archetypes and energy work.
- I'm looking for a man who is sexy as fuck, intelligent, thoughtful, and yes, romantic. I've never sought a physical 'type', though naturally there has to be chemistry.
- I'm much more interested in your soul and your character - key qualities like integrity and consistency. Transparency and openness. No secrets, no half truths.
- Your romantic streak will be important to me. I see a bdsm partnership as opportunity for an incredible, alchemical union. At the same time, you will have the practical skills that make a partnership work.
- I expect you would be engaged in meaningful work and perhaps enjoy creative pursuits. You would be well-read and at home in any number of social environments.
If what I have written resonates with you, I would love to hear from you. There?s so much to discuss! And do : )
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