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Female Submissive, 23, Seattle, Washington
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Female Submissive, 48, Lake Balboa, California
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About imago
Not so long ago I was faced with a choice to fight or to surrender to the circumstances that I had created. Circumstances that were killing me, and fueling a self-hatred so pure. I put no blame for who I was anywhere but in my own hands. This was my doing, and ultimately it would have to be me who would succeed or fuck it up all on my own.
I fought like hell. and I still fight. There are achievements that I am fiercely proud of, and the creeping sense that maybe I can stop hiding behind the roles and the masks that have existed for so long.
But change is painful. And the fights move without warning.
Because letting myself be seen comes with such risk, and absolute terror. Now, there is little left to hide behind. There is just me.
And I am finding that the me who was in seclusion all these years, is really scared. I don't know how to work this new person, this real person. She is silly and delights in simple things, she is emotional and sometimes easily hurt, she is desperate for a hand to hold, she craves passionate kisses, and aches to be wanted and accepted and needed, she fears too much, she feels too much. Everything is new and shaky.
I don't fit so well into my old life anymore. Now i feel constricted by it, trapped in the practical obstacles of change.
I'm not entirely sure where i go from here, but I will take this journey with grace and hope.
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