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I was on here before as DamagedSoul but the system will not let me back on so I have
to return as Imadamagedsoul. I call myself this because of some of the sorrows that I have had to live thru while inhabiting this world. Probably the greatest sorrow was the death of my only child in a car crash when she was only 19yr. old. NO, she did not do drugs, drink or smoke. The car that hit her was going the wrong way on one of the 390 exit ramps. He was entering at a greatly high rate of speed and she never had a chance to get out of his way. When your child dies, no matter from what, it is something that never leaves you.
I am a DWF who is D&D free, I do not smoke and drink in moderation. I am 5'3"tall and
I usaully weigh between 140 and 150. I am quite physically fit as I walk between two & four miles a day, go to the gym three times a week where I do weights. I have strawberry blonde hair that is straight, shoulder length and frames my face nicely and I have brown eyes. I am full breasted, usually wear a size 38D bra. I just love lace and very feminine clothing of all kinds. I buy size 10 to 12 clothing depending on the style, cut, etc. I am a parole officer for the county and have worked in the same position for the past 27yrs. I am considering taking an early retirement. I am an Aquarian, born in Jan. and I am 59yr old. As a submissive, I enjoy a very strong, sensual, sexual, intelligent Dominant Male who
can control me without being cruel. I enjoy spankings, bondage, discipline, oral, anal
sex and I greatly enjoy very rough sexual intercourse. I am not into water sports, feces, golden showers, animals, or kids. I do not do gangs but have participated in enjoying a couple and singles both straight and bisexual. I am very open minded and love to learn . I am also very insecure in my role as a submissive and I do need en-
couragement and positive feedback so that I know I am pleasing the Master. I greatly appreciate intelligent, articulate, larger men with good humor. I love men who
can take me to a different level that I have never been to before. I have a great desire
to please and completely satisfy my Master. That is my role while with him. I also am
able to receive phone domination. I have had three previous Masters in the past 17yr,
all of which were wonderful. I do believe that it is possible to actually LOVE ones
Master as I have loved all three of mine quite deeply. If I sound like someone who could possibly fullfill your expectations, please message
me. I must tell you tho, I do NOT SUFFER FOOLS. I am NOT interested in gay men,
submissive men of any kind, I am not interested in men from outside the Rochester New York area and I am not going to relocate. I am not slave material as I am not submissive in my private life, just the opposite, I am a very dominant woman outside my submissive role. I am not interested in a 24/7 relationship and I am not someone who will respond well to a man who is crude and ignorant in his first message to me. I am NOT AT ALL INTERESTED IN YOUNGER MEN. I also am not into non-whites or ethnic mixes (except for American Indians). I am not interested in married men or men who are in long-term relationships. I will not answer messages from any of the people I have stated I am not interested in so please do not waste your time and mine. I am attracted to men over 200lbs and taller than 5'9" who are between 56 and 62yrs old. I love blue eyes and I have a real thing for bald heads! Please give me your time and lets see if we can enjoy eachother. Oh, I should also add that I am not at all interested in switches of either sex nor will I be interested in someone who really
does not read my profile text. I have put quite a bit of thought and effort into making
it informative and interesting so if you do not read it or simply do not pay attentiion to
what I have written, it is an insult to me. It shows you are really not interested in who
and what I am. I assure you, I am a lot of fun. I am articulate, intelligent, have a good sense of humor and I dearly love to serve a good Master. Imadamagedsoul
3/19/2012 2:43:53 AM

This site really cracks me up.  What the heck is going on here?  Can't men under the age of 56  read?

When I write that I am not interested in younger men then I recieve messages from men who are in
their 40's or even 30's it is very frustrating.  In other words they just plain either can't read or they
just plain don't care what is written.  That shows such a disrespect for my profile.   If I am brows-
ing profiles and see that some Dominant is not interested in women over 59, I don't bother him.  I

RESPECT what he has written.  I actually pay attention to what he has written.  What type of woman
he is looking for, whether I actually fit the profile or not.  It is so stupid for someone to message me
wanting me to move to Vermont or Nevada when I have already stated I am NOT relocating.  It is also
stupid for someone, the so-called Dominant from Ohio who is a 27yr old and wants me to move in with him and become his slave.  Give me a break.  For starters, at 27 you can barely spell Dominant let alone know
how to be one!!!!  I even highlight some of the things in my profile and these idiots still don't pay atten-
tion.  It's amazing.  Then they wonder why they cannot find a submissive or slave.  DUH!!!!!

12/6/2011 9:36:33 PM

I just read a journal entry from a 19yr old Domme....sure you are.
What is it with these little girls who are in their teens and early
20s pretending to be Dommes?  I find it quite interesting that
the one thing they have down pat is the demand of  trubute.  I
really think that about says it ALL.  They are just spoiled, lazy
little girls who don't want to have to really work for a living and
think they can get what they want with a free ride by claiming to
be a Domme.  What they need is to run into a REAL hard-assed
Mistress who will take them around the world in about 80  min-
utes!!!  Also, I get pretty sick of seeing those pathetic little boys
who are in their twenties and just know that they are Dominant
because they like to always have their way in the bedroom.  Well, what normal male doesn't?  I even had one tell me he knew he  was dominant from the time he was four years old because even then he wanted his own way.  I guess the new definition of  a Dominant is now a little spoiled four year old.  Seriously people,
tell these children to come back when they grow the hell up and
quit making a farce out of something that is very real and very
dear to those of  us who are real.   It used to be funny, but
now the site is so over run with these twits that it is nearly
sickening.  So very sad.                                       Adrain 

12/5/2011 12:48:12 AM

Just what is the matter with some of the men out here?  Cant
they read or is it too much below them to actually read a pro-
file and profile text so that they can see the type of Dominant
a woman is interested in?  I spent quite a bit of time on my
profile with the hopes that it would answer questions and in
doing so, save a lot of time to those who were genuinely inter-
ested enough to read it to begin with.  Yet I still get messages
from men who are definately not the type of men I am attracted
to even tho some of those discriptions are in bold.  For example,
I specifically wrote that I  AM  NOT  INTERESTED  IN  YOUNGER MEN.  I even put the age of men that I am interested in.  Didnt
I just get a message from a 38yr old.  He is young enough to be
my kid.  It really is insulting when someone doesnt have the
courtesy to read what is written.  This same young man did not
even look at my profile as his name was NOT in my Whos View-
ing Me? site.  That says a lot right there.  Too lazy to readToo
self-centered to pay attention to what is important to someone
else.  What that tells me is that he would be a pretty piss poor
Dominant.    I am attracted to and want to serve a certain type
of man.  I can be very attentive to and very docile with the right
Dominant.

justAgirl18
 
 Age: 19
 San Diego, New York