So.. I was thinking……..
Are we kinda trying comfort ourselves by reenacting the very events that "hurt us" that "ruined" us the event that pushed us so far there was no going back.
Its like were all sadist torturing ourselves cz weather were technically receiving pain of inflicting it ..........Isn’t the underlying feeling the same?
Ok …
FORINSTANCE.
2 kids get reprimanded by there teacher for getting into the paint box
Child-A runs to the corner cry’s and won’t make eye contact for the rest of the day. Child-B yells that he can do what he wants. Flicks paint all over the teacher’s white cashmere sweater. and gets his parents to come in and lecture the teacher about "how kids are just curious" anyway.. there coming from the same place is all I’m saying, like were all dealing with the same issue.
sorry for going on and on Im trying to figure all this stuff out. xo |