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Who I am?
There is no simple answer to that question. Or rather, there are several answers. Even many.
It all depends so very much on context.
On one hand, I have no criminal record. I am not stricken by poverty. I work out and take (very) good care of myself. I'm educated. I read quite a bit. I am highly intelligent. I like my creature comforts. My books, my travels, that aged whisky I sip on quiet nights by the fireplace.
I'm kind to animals, and to children. I get along amiably with people of all walks of life.
Thats one side.
There are more sides. The darkness inside is very real.
I like old places, worn places, nights in dark and seedy neighborhoods. I really and truly revel in hurting others. I'm sure it shows. That hint of evil, if you like, in combination with a big frame means that I'm left alone ... even in environments where most middleaged white men would have been robbed within minutes.
Yes. I am that kind of sadist. I have no known limits, aside from the fact that I really don't think I'd like prison there is not much holding me back.
Experience with BDSM?
Sure. I've always been the way I am. Always. So yes, I've explored.
I'm not entirely sure its BDSM though. Depends. SSC is so very ... elastic a concept.
What do I seek?
Well, I don't. I find collarme a fun place, I love the fakes, the ignorant and the stupid.
I find my toys elesewhere. There is no shortage of willing meat, especially since I actually do have a good reputation on the local scene. Half mad, very harsh indeed and ... safe. You would be surprised how many want a testdrive...
We already established that I am creative, cruel, and perhaps a bit mad. So, yes. You should stay away.
Also, I live in Sweden. For the ignorant of you, thats a small country in the northern part of Europe. As in, probably far-far away from where you are.
Besides, to make someone found here, with the obvious risk of fakes and scams not to mention (again!) the far-far-away aspect ... well.
It would have to be pretty extreme. It would have to be a young, slim and pretty one for starters. Well. Slim at least, extreme enough and neither age or looks matter beyond that.
It would have to be TPE, and with few limits. It would have to be a permanent comittment.
And you see, I just don't expect to actually find that here. Fun, on the other hand. Maybe people to talk to. That. That I think I may find.
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