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| i am quite scared about creating a profile here, i feel very vulnerable and hope that i might be looked after by a strong Woman.
Really, i honestly don't know what to expect, but i have come to a realization that i need to obey a Woman on Her terms, only on Her terms only, i have incredibly powerful desires to submit and obey and have looked into this and realise that i cannot be a sub because i do not wish to impose any desires of my own on a relationship, i only want to obey and please a Woman and what She desires. For this reason i haven't filled in any preferences because i would like to see how it goes when a Woman tells me what to do, it seems to me She has to be the one who decides what is fun and what is allowed. Having said that, if i am allowed, i absolutely love oral worship of a Woman.
Truthfully this terrifies me a lot because i do not know how i will feel if i am orderd to do something i don't feel comfortable with. As long as it is not illegal and does not involve children or something that onvolves other peopel against their will, i am not sure if i would be able to refuse a direct order. i am very alpha in my daily life but am passive, docile and obedient in the bedroom, although physically i can be very active when ordered to be.
So i am not sure if i am allowed to seek a Dominant Woman to worship and obey here, or whether i am expected to kneel passively and hope i will be taken by a Domme.
i hope my fear and the fact i am terrified out of my skin will not put anyone off. i think i would prefer an older Woman, but i don't know if i am allowed to have any preferences.
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