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30 years old. Into leather and hypno. Been through the ringer a few times. I have built character. Like pup play. The worst things have already happened to me except being murdered ) lol. Yeah I have made some dumb mistakes had money stolen, identity, bank details stolen. The asshole is in jail thank god but it makes me question the whole dating on phones and internet thing.
Anyway I am finishing up cybersecurity certificate. I have an undergrad in psychology. The dream is to maybe make a run for the title of Boy on of these days. I used have a self hating streak I just had a lot of bad luck at once. Lost a good social work job and got diagnosesed with sleep apnea. I experienced some turmoil and moved back in with my family. However everything is better now. I own my own Condo I have most my expenses paid and I am looking for a job.
I would be up for working with someone on a trail basis. I can get anywhere in the states if you can host. Not super rich just have enough in savings for plane ticket money ever now and then and I can make it anyware.
Been to CLAW and to MEEHU. Both are fun conventions. I would like to one day be collared. To feel safe with another man. Like I wasnt anticipating abandonment of getting hurt. I am diagnosised with aspergers syndrome and depression. I dont let it hold me back though. I do however go through existential crises now and then that make me wonder how other people carry on from day to day. I have a bad habit of sleeping in when I feel that way.
I know what I want in life to be played with and owned by an older kinky gentlemen. Someone who inspires me to do better in my personal life. Some who is firm yet understanding. Pushes my boundaries and causes me to grow. In return I am obediently his both mind and body. I live on his every word and whim. I trust completely and I am not afraid that failing them cause the ability of being able to fail has ceased to exist. I am an extension of them.
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