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i am only looking for friends and good conversations at this point. If you would like to chat, please feel free to send me a message. Who knows what the future holds. i answer all emails, no matter how inane, lol.
i am now starting to look into the Gorean philosophies as they seem to strike a cord in me.
Just to forstall more questions ... yes, i am in a vanilla relationship with my fiance of 13 years, and his sub moved in with us a year ago as his second 'wife'. Yes, he is aware of my needs and knows that i would like to serve a Master who is able to help me be a better me, and is ok with it since he is unable to give me what i need in that area. i know that this excludes me from ever being Gorean :-( , but our love for each other will not let me do something to hurt them ever ... no matter how badly i need a Master.
Any further questions, please email me. As i stated earlier, all emails will be answered.
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Isn't it amazing how things happen just when you get to the point of giving up.
i think i have found someone special, someone who lets me be the little girl i am while still being the woman i am, and will give me the help i need to stay on an even keel. And He actually doesn't ask me to do things that i don't feel ready to do. i won't mention His name unless and until we have an 'agreement', but i just hope that everyone finds someone as special as i have.
The last year has been hard, but i think things are finally turning around. :) Thank You, Daddy. |
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We finally did it ... Griz, sheila and i are finally back on a Harley. shee had never been on one, but all it took was one ride and now she is HOOKED. We still don't fight about hardly anything (i am still in awe at how well our poly family is working), but now we are working out who gets to putt and when. Our biggest problem is still each of us making sure that the other doesn't feel left out and driving Griz crazy thinking about each other. To the point of Him having to flip a coin the other day to see who got the first night ride on the new bike, lol. |
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The past keeps coming back. The man who was my Daddy read a couple posts i made in December and took it as an insult. For the record and (hopefully) for the final time:
i was WRONG, Hawk did NOTHING wrong. He waited for me to be ready, and my fear overruled my heart and i lost the future that could have been mine. i will always love Him, and would never want to hurt Him, and for this reason i HAVEN"T posted regarding our situation in so long.
i love You, Daddy ... and i miss your friendship |
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How can 'forever' be less than a year for a man, but heartbreakingly long for a woman? |
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OK, i don't get it. i have been told that i am playing games in saying i need a Daddy. Does the fact that i am normally the one in charge at work disqualify me from needing to be taken care of in my personal life? Can anyone explain this to me? If anything, being in charge professionally makes me feel like i need a Daddy to help me even more.
As my name suggests, i tend to make a lot of mistakes and really just need a Daddy to love me in spite of, well, of me.
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