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Looking for a fellow adventurer into the interior, an explorer, an experimenter. I want to find a compatible woman who wants to use sexual intimacy not only for pleasure, but to also explore the deepest parts of herself, and to use sexual energy as a fuel to create self-transformation. Can you feel sexual energy's potential? Why settle for only the bio- rythmic cycles of filling with desire and then discharging all that potential? Isnt there a potential for something else in that? Isnt there more pleasure and more power available to us? Im interested in making things happen in ourselves: sometimes that may be in the mind, sometimes in the body. Sometimes its to make something, sometimes its to destroy something. Sometimes its to feel more, sometimes to know more. I am very skilled in creating transformation, I know how to turn Lead and shit into Gold: would you like to learn authentic Alchemy? With a partners help I want to develop and master Sexual Alchemy. Wow, that sounds fancy pants. Ill blow your mind, you can blow my cock. We can CREATE ourselves on OUR terms, not the terms of culturation, indoctrination, family lineage, and education. Those are ok as the foundation, but should'nt True Beings have the dignity and capacity to create themselves as they want? Should'nt we? Lets do it, and lets do it by way of fucking, whipping, worshipping, and sucking. I have a gigantic cauldron you can cum into again and again. It contains ancient chinese alchemy, modern hypnosis, BDSM [oh yea!], meditative and breath training, chinese herbs, body training and internal organ massage, devotion to you, worship of you, your worship of me, and the offering of my body's long trained and cultivated elixir. Are you hot for it? Are you hot for whats in this Cauldron? Are you hot for true sexual/spiritual cultivation? ... ...oh yea, and naps too.... I like women who like cultivation, training, transformation, secret knowledge and wisdom, deep intimacy, partnership, who are simultaneously brilliant and primal, who are fearless when it comes to "going there"...ok, not fearless. Rather, a woman who goes there in spiite of her fear. Ahh, now thats an admirable woman. I will totally support you in that - my absolute PRESENCE with you is unflinching. An example of that woman would be the one who still contacts me after reading all of this profile...jeez, thats guts [or nuts]! I REALLY like to admire women. I really admire women who think and practice that 'What doesnt kill me makes me stronger". I like women who dont betray, and know the value of loyalty and fidelity. I like women who can express their Dominant/Topping side, as well as their beautiful submission- one or both. Schizophrenic switch women, really. OK, not REALLY. I need women who can meet me as i really am. I like versatile women. I like women who practice some form of "know thyself" and who can feel it, too. Do you see yourself in any of this? I also like women who have outstanding qualities that they pride themselves on that I didnt list here. And i need the rarest of the rare: I need to feel connected to her before the surrender. Im salivating right now. What a slob. Some things i can offer [this is looking like a sales pitch!]: I know some special ways to make you smarter [even though youre already nearly a genius], I know how to make you stronger, especially internally, I know how to give you more energy, and I know how to make you FEEL more pleasure, but not get addicted to it [ok, not getting addicted to me or the pleasure-thats the tough one Im still working on]. I can probably also make you more beautiful- unless you just turned 18. But if youre 18 you probably have no idea what the hell Im talking about. I want a Queen or princess or whore or slave girl to give, give, give, to. Further, and much more importantly, I can swing 25 lbs on my nuts....can you believe thats actually part of an ancient spiritual practice to clear karma?!? Its true, and it was called "washing the marrow"[look it up]. It was a major practice amongst the Shaolin temple kung fu monks...LOL. Were you a spiritual woman when you hung those weights off your man's nuts? I think you MADE more karma when you did that to them! LOL! ,LOL! ... ...and the post weight-swing practice of a slow, soothing Tea-Bagging wasnt practiced by the monks- its entirely my own perverse , modern addition. Credit where due. That reminds me, ive got to write something about the anus too.... I have alot of special trainings. I have known that its been just as much for my partner as for myself. Have i ironically cultivated myself right out of the market? Hmmmm...... Partnership, partnership, partnership, goddess, goddess, goddess, goddamit! Women only of fit mind and body. Sincere beginners seeking mentorship very welcome [really]. No nut jobs or bone heads please. Send clear recent pic's with first communication please. Did you enjoy this rant? Do you want MORE?
sadonyia
 
 Age: 24
 CAGAYAN DE ORO CI, Philippines