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Oh God, where do I begin with this... at one point in time I felt like there was a right thing to say in little boxes like this or that at the very least I knew what to say but now days I have absolutely no idea. I thought I had everything somewhat figured out just as I thought that I had finally found my one and only... someone who I loved immensely. So much in fact that it caused me to cry every day for over three months and spiral into severe depression when he decided to leave me. Thats all over now... the fire is out, the smoke has settled, and he is gone. So now its time for me to move forward and once again resume my search for that one person to bind me in the dark... wait a minute I think I am confusing a couple different thoughts here but they both kinda started the same way lol.
All kidding aside though I am thankful to have experienced this recent heartbreak because I learned a lot about myself and more about who I am in the process. That and even if it was far more brief than I wanted it to be I fell in love with a once in a lifetime man who truly made me happier than I have ever been in my life. Whats some of the things I learned you ask... well for one I always thought of myself as a submissive but learned through him that it is possible for me to be able to lose myself in someone and become their complete slave. I also learned that I can be happy in a relationship as a woman and am definitely resuming my transition, my journey into womanhood, and feel that pursuing not only a relationship where I can be just that but changing my life in such a fashion where I can.
By now youre more than likely wondering why all this long winded slough into describing myself or what I am seeking... its because I am wanting to weed out anyone who is unwilling or uninterested in what I have to say. I am in a sense very sapio-sexual and am attracted to someone who is not only intelligent but has a keen wit about them and a twisted and dark sense of humor with just the right amount of slap stick to match my own. All that now being said I am after a relationship, a long term if not permanent relationship. I am bisexual so I am open to that special someone being a man or women, genetic or trans, but I do believe that the potential for a match is greater with a man. I am into lots when it comes to the wide world of bedroom sports and even things that dont exactly float my boat I am more than willing to per or partake in if I know it pleases my partner. I do have limits though, boundaries that I wont cross so dont even ask. Those are all things that are on the more extreme side of the spectrum though so dont worry as chances are youre fine with your preferences. Thats all things that we could discuss in due time so for now let me get back to telling you a little more about me.
I am a nerd, a geek, a dork... I love sci-fi and horror, comic books, comic book movies, graphic novels, conventions, cosplay, gaming both online and table top RPGs. I love music both live and just to listen. I used to be in a band many years ago and am even on a few nationally distributed albums so again... I enjoy live music. I enjoy and afternoon at the museum, art gallerys, aquarium. I like to hike and also enjoy biking although I havent done that in quite a while. I enjoy traveling when I can and seeing new places and things yet never really seem to get a chance to. I am keen on theatre or theaters so an evening dressed up for a ballet or musical would be wonderful but I would also be down to grab some pizza and catch a flick. I am a multifaceted person so I just like to have a good time with someone who means something to me regardless of what were doing.
Yes, yes, I know there are you guys that are thinking why is she prattling on about all this vanilla stuff... well the reason for that is because I want a relationship and be it Ds or be it vanilla its not going to be sex and passion every waking moment so we had better have some things in common and enjoy each others company or it will never work. I know theres much more interesting things to talk about, especially one a dating site like this, but I would much rather discuss that with you on a one on one situation. So I am going to wrap all this up and bring it to an end by saying this... I know I am not a super model nor is my body or looks where I want them to be yet but I am working on it and have good deal of potential so I am only going to get better and for someone how can accept me as I am now will be more than happy later. I am also a loyal, devoted, partner but I do make mistakes so please be patient and understanding with me. A firm hand when needed but a soft one at the right times too. So if you have made it through all of this and think Hey, I dig this girl... then by all means please just message me and lets talk.

P.S. if by some chance you ever read this Reese please know that I am sorry that I made you lose the ability to trust me I never wanted that. I would have been 100 percent loyal to you always and forever... and there will always be a part of me that loves you so much because you were beyond special to me. I just wish that you wouldnt have judged me so harshly and were able to get over your fear of being vulnerable enough to love me.

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sasysub
 
 Age: 21
 Florida, Florida