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Male Dominant, 50, West Hollywood, California
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Male Dominant, 37, Boston, Massachusetts
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Female Switch, 26, Chicago, Illinois
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About IAmNotFree
When I say I am not free, I do not mean that I charge for service. I am not a prostitute. Also, I am not owned. Please use your imagination before you email me. Use your intellect if you do email me. If you do not possess either of those two qualities, then please do not email me. It's true - subs can have backbones. I'm one of those subs. (And what else would we use to bend over for you?) If a sub is a reflection of her Dom, if they are supposed to supplement and complement each other as polarities on a spectrum, isn't it a finer thing to have a sub who will look out for her master, and not merely be his doormat?
All I ask is one thing, please: Do not send me a chat request off the bat. Email me first, and we'll take it from there. |
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This is for You, BringYourHunger:
He Doms me online, from over a thousand miles away and yet i feel Him. It's not just a temporary indulgence with Him. I don't merely communicate with Him when i'm in the mood (and anyway if i did, i think He'd drop me). It's different. I think about Him a lot. I'm in the mood with Him even if i'm not in "the mood." I think about Him when i don't have to. When i'm going about my workday, i think about Him. I wonder what He's doing, if He's thinking about me. I email Him when i miss Him - and i miss Him often. I crave interaction with Him. He makes it rewarding. He challenges me. He plants seeds.
Sometimes He instructs me to think about Him when my boyfriend fucks me. But He doesn't necessarily need to do that because it usually happens anyway. I imagine how He would invade me with His beautiful cock, what He would say to me as He used me, what limits of mine He would push.
This weekend he instructed me to say His name in my head to myself as i got fucked. I did it. I did it not just because He told me to, but because i knew it would help me feel closer to Him. I did it because i looked forward to it, because it would harness the thoughts i had of Him and concentrate them into a single behavior. He provided this slut with an outlet, and He always does.
I think about Him often because He's managed to get under my skin, and into my core. I think about Him often because He helps me to release and cultivate the sub slut i wish to be. He doesn't let me hide. He's nurturing. He cares. He knows what i need, deep down.
I love being His filthy slut. I love our interactions. He fills a gap inside me that no one else has ever filled. |
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A couple months ago I met a Dom on here who opened me up so much more than I'm used to that I decided to run. The sense of vulnerability I had was so great that it scared me. But didn't I want to be vulnerable? Yes, but I didn't expect to feel so vulnerable, so consumed, so hungry that I could barely control it.
I'm relatively new to this. I've never engaged in an ongoing D/s relationship on or off line. Just a few experiences, but nothing meaningful.
This is different. It's meaningful. And it's scary. It's scary how much I think about Him. It's scary how I yearn for His attention. It's scary how many times I check to see if He's emailed me, because I want to be prompt in getting back to Him. It's scary how much I want to please Him.
Am I surprised? A little. I didn't know how deep into it I could get. I didn't know how badly I wanted it until He gave me the proper outlet. I didn't know how hungry I was for it until He fed me. I brought all of my hunger to Him, and He knew what I was hungry for, and when, and how much, and He knew when to let me be sated and when to make me beg for more.
And even though I have little experience in this depth of interaction, I know that is the mark of a good Dom. I know that even when I resist, even when I run, He'll still find a way to call me back to Him, as He just has. |
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For any Doms out there: what is it about Domming that satisfies you? |
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It really sucks to be torn between conflicting desires. Sometimes I wish I had a map of all paths and their futures. |
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i love making myself cum... mmm. A sweet release after a trying day. |
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my God! i am extremely horny, and wet ... and at work, so i can do nothing about it. Sigh. |
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I never hear about the first experiences that doms have, and I'm really curious. I imagine it's a bit more complicated at that end. Any doms care to share with me what their first experiences were like? |
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My god, this site is overwhelming... |
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