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	"When you first came to Collar.me, you were just a vanilla girl looking for kink." -Anonymous Sir First off i'll start by stating that i am an owned submissive, and I will not be responding to any emails that have to do with serving you. Not only am i a submissive, i am a mother, a daughter, a sister, a friend, and a lover. When i first began my BDSM journey i didnt realize that what i am and who i am as a person directly relates to who i am as a submissive. I tried to separate the two with the belief that i could live two separate lifestyles without incorporating the them. NOT incorporating them was my biggest mistake. Through trial and complete error i have learned the true meaning of my submissiveness. I once wrote that i was not here for humiliation and slavery. "It was too demeaning for me." But i have come to realize that those two things play hand in hand for me. I was just too stubborn to realize it then. Humility isn't always to completely humiliate and hurt me--it's a humbling experience meant to show methat i am NOT in control, and to remind me who is. As a submissive i yearn for emotional stability, structure, guidence, control, safety, dominance, and most of all, the feeling i acheive by satisfying my DOM. I am here to serve him and earn his love.

12/5/2010 2:26:29 PM

well here i am....almost back @ square one...

11/27/2010 9:20:21 PM

i am collared now...and i am proud...

10/11/2010 4:39:52 PM

spent a great night with my dominant this weekend. he amazes me every second. and it works for me....im so happy he is the one guiding me and mentoring me. without him, i dont know if i could be as strong as he's showing me that i can be.

10/7/2010 4:04:17 PM

its been 3 weeks since ive last seen my dom. hoping this weekend will bring that to an end. excited to see him. not too excited about being punished. but it will be worth it. ive got to learn how to handle myself when he cant be here.

9/26/2010 12:55:15 PM

The last few weeks have been a serious learning process for me. i learned that i am not strong enough to go out (night life) without my Dominant present. i totally screwed that up for myself. :(. but i am learning. there is so much to learn in every aspect of being a submissive. i forget so much so easily. but i am tryin with everything i have to please Him. he knows that. i cant wait to learn more.

9/12/2010 4:37:33 PM

i surrender
i surrender to you
i surrender completely
in all that i do

to you i give control
to you i give my all
for i trust in you Sir
to catch me when i fall

yor EMBRACE impowers me
your voice is my command
you hold the power
forever next to you, i will stand

i promise to grow as u guide me
i promise to accept when ive done wrong
i promise to be truthful
i promise to be strong

ill tell you now, that i am yours
i am ready to let go
of all of me; of everything
i am yours....this i know.

9/11/2010 4:57:27 PM

so excited about this new chapter in my life....

9/9/2010 4:40:08 PM

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9/9/2010 4:10:15 PM

im new to this lifestyle (well actually i know virtually nothing about it)...but I AM interested. I am a real person who enjoys life. i have a son who is 4 so if thats a problem then so be it..keep moving. i am very submissive, but i also demand that im respected. i love to laugh and joke, and i love to push my boundaries...i havent been around this to be able to tell you what i want...but as far as i can see i can tell you what i DONT want....i do not want to be a slave, that's too demeaning for me. more power to those who like it..its just not for me....i do not want to be treated like a peice of trash, so if u can respect me..i will do anything u'd like...just love me, make me smile, hold me sometimes...and im good...

9/6/2010 12:55:21 PM

okay so...ive been gone for a while...i got confused and thought that maybe this wasnt right for me because i wasnt finding what i needed. so i strayed and went out on my own thinking that i didnt need guidence...worst mistake of my life.

7/22/2010 12:41:11 PM

im about to head out for the weekend...i may or may not be able to acces a computer while im gone...but if you leave me a message i promise i will get back to you as soon as i return... lol...sounds like an answerin machine, huh?

7/21/2010 4:45:38 PM

I am so excited about what i am learning..i am finding myself as a sub the more that i understand it all. I appreciate this lifestyle more than i thought i would and am grateful for those who are helping me thru it. i have learned that i need and desire to submit to a Daddy Dom...i need to be nurtured while i serve as well as be obedient...i love it...