ou may recognize me, and yes, it's me. Let me clearly state up front what I seek: i am drawn to dark, borderline mean, and abusive men. and when i say abusive...i mean it in the classic sense: the domestic type...the beating type. i know i take a risk by saying this, but i am tired of faking it anymore.

i'm many things: an actress, a mom, and porn performer. believer in male superiority, and former feminist, and craver of humiliation and borderline abusive men.

why am i here? for the same reason many of you are...to meet people. the most common question? why not meet industry people? because it's not the life i dreamed of nor belong in. to go from the princess to the scorned hag...that is the dream.

life doesnt always work out as you plan, right? even the best of us fall on hard times. and sometimes, life teaches you that there are those who are superior. better. and those who are inferior. lesser. life has order, and it's time for me to take my part in that order. i am older, and frankly, not what i used to be. and i've learned some very hard lessons, which you can ask me about if you wish.

it's interesting: as men age, they become more distinguished, attractive. it's different for cunts: as we age, we become less attractive, looser. our value declines...tight and young rules...old doesn't. trust me. and i'm ok with that...i have just needed to come to terms with my new position in life.