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Up for True Possession?

I long for a Dominant who will gradually but inexorably possess my soul. Someone who will mold me into the woman she wishes me to be.

There must be no choice, as I am strong willed and independent and highly intelligent. And if there’s any way out I’ll find it.

The right Domme will have taken the time and made the effort in her life to know herself thoroughly. She will know herself so well, and be so utterly confident of her control and power, anyone she sets her sights on is pretty much dead meat.

This will take a woman of extraordinary self-awareness and sensual confidence. She will have to know and understand the human psyche as well or better than I do.

I must confess I have no idea where this will lead. And obviously, my interest is more in a relationship than a scene or a series of scenes. I don’t have castration fantasies. And am not sure I wish to lose my manhood altogether.

But whatever is inside of me has been knocking from the inside for a long time, and it is so, so ready to burst forth. Please understand I am not a cross-dresser (not that there’s anything wrong with that). But the key to my psyche is your sensual power, and the resulting powerlessness I experience as a result.

I imagine the exercise of such power would include hypnosis, extreme mental conditioning, and/or a great deal of pain. The means aren’t as nearly as relevant as the phenomenon itself.

For those of you who may be thinking (perhaps with an exasperated sigh ::: slow grin ::: :)) “Oh god, another sub who thinks it’s all about him and his fetishes,” may I remind you of the following: Yes, that’s where it starts. We all at first pursue that which we desire.