im not here to play games, i no alot of people are, i see all this money game stuff and no, i dont just want to hurt, i need to hurt, i need to hurt very bad, i need intense pain, for me this is medication, when i was 13 yrs old, i was forced at gun point to watch my mom get raped, then i was raped, and i wish killed, but i wasnt, i cannot function without extreme pain several times a month, i dont want sex, sex makes me sick these days, im not a dog, or a sorce if income, im a man in very desperate need of pain, lots of pain, you see i opened the door and let those 2 animals in, so im to blame for the torment my heart and soul feel, so please help me to suffer as i need to and want to, this is no joke, im for real, so if your a sadistic women, i offer you the chance of a lifetime, you can beat me, burn me, whip me, kick me, scratch me, bite me, what ever your heart desires, i will allow anything to be done to me, again ANYTHING!!!, do you think you can make me scream, i dont, no one ever has, so please help a lost soul screaming in agony get some releaf, for when my body suffers, my soul is at ease.