todays choice is coordinated. I'm feeling very very organised as i have lots to do today. i also like it cause its pretty and lets face it, every woman likes to feel pretty sometimes.

I have a new task. I have been asking to keep a photo journal of my underwear for the next 7 days. each morning i have to choose underwear that either a. reflects the mood I'm in or b. reflects the mood i want to be in! :)! oh and i'll be posting it on here!

during work the other day i was texting filth during my shift, i wasn't incredibly affected by it as i was only half reading it between tasks in work. however after i finished work, i received a text telling me i had to find the nearest public toilet and phone him when i was there, when i go to the toilet i called as had been asked, i knew what was coming and my cunt was dripping at the prospect, when he answered the phone, he referred to me as my pet name, and began telling me how i was such a good little doggy for dong what i was told, he commanded me to get down on all fours like the bitch i am raise one paw in the air, stick my tounge out, pant, and play with myself until i was on the edge of cumming. As i was on my knees i felt so stupid, i was petrified that someone would notice what i was doing as i desperately tried to keep my moans of pleasure from being heard. I felt humiliated by the fact that this man, almost a stranger to me had me acting like this without any questions. After 5minutes i was allowed to stop teasing my cunt and leave. I was told not to wash my hands and walk around with my hands smelling like my pussy to remind me of the submissive slut i was.

This morning i received the most wonderful punishment ever from my lovely teacher. As i have been failing to pay attention and have been what he would call a " dosey little cow" i was to be punished. my punishment began at 10.30 this morning, and i was giving a list of things i needed for it beginning, my two dildos, my butt plug, clothes pegs, a stool and a pound coin.  He also requested that i wear stockings, suspenders, no knickers or bra, my highest heels and i had my make-up done like a whore. My punishment began with him making me bring myself to the edge of cumin using one dildo in my cunt, my plug in my ass and the second dildo being rammed down my throat. As i reached a point where i was begging him to let me cum, my punishment began... I was to hold the pound coin against the wall with my nose as i stood and continues to play with myself, as i stood i was allowed to play with my clit, and cum as much i wanted, so long as each time i asked permission, however as i was climaxing i found it difficult to keep still and i dropped the pound coin to the floor, as punishment for messing up he had me add a peg to my nipples and each time i dropped it this was done. when i was allowed to sit on the stool i had to fuck myself with my dildo, following the same procedure, the whole experience was very sexy and arousing and all be it very embarrassing, but the most embarrassing thing he had me do, was act like the puppy i want to be, making me beg in puppy noises to let me cum rather than asking him and making me bark out when he asked me questions. 

Today i had my very first experience of online humiliation. This came from my recent friendship with a new Dom. Firstly he supplied me with links to some videos he liked and told me i was to watch them whilst playing with my nipples, the second time round he made me play with my cunt as i watched them, he made me rub my cunt juices all over nipples making them nice and wet. I continued to fuck my tight little cunt with my fingers, his next command was for me to apply my cunt juices to my lips as if it were lipstick. I could taste myself on my lips and i was loving it, i felt so fucking dirty and i loved it. i told him how this made me feel and he then demanded me to smother my face in my own juice before i continued to fuck myself. the embarrassment of what i was doing was making my all the more wet. i continued to fuck myself but i was so engrossed in what i was doing that i came without asking his permission, as you can imagine he was not best pleased with this. for my punishment, he told me i was to go and get a bottle of perfume and something that i could put in my little pussy. He told me i had to spray 6 squirts onto my clit and pussy( you can image the stinging this caused in that region) he told me i was too rub my cunt and fuck myself as he counted down until when i could come. frankly I'm embarrassed at everything i done, i have never acted like such a slut before and i am mortified to admit i loved every minute of it.