*Sigh* I really miss having a sub/slave to clean my home for me... a personal sub to attend to me in whatever way I wish. It was very nice to have that one sub to visit regularly, clean, do my laundry, etc. perhaps one day I will find another.

when one enters into this lifestyle, there are two ways one can go. they can either decide this isnt truely for them or they venture further into its depths. There is a turning point that one can't come back from. When that point is reached, sometimes a decision has to be made, as it can be hard to reconcile one's public personality and ones private desires. How does one figure out what the best direction is for their life?